jadi..gue kemaren 2 bulanan sama pacar gue. namanya muhammad faiz abdurrahman. dan hari ini gue mau menceritakan kejadian yang menurut gue so sweeeeet banget
jadi gini, gue kan kemaren 2 bulanan sama dia, gue hari ini kerumahnya dia kan tapi ga ngapa2in kok gada yang berbau tindakan seksual kok sumpah!!!!!!! terus kan udah tuh pas abis maghrib temen2nya dia pada dateng kan mau nginep dirumah faiz. kan gue udah lumayan kenal tuh sama temen2nya yaudah gue santai aja. yang dateng baru firman kan terus ngobrol2 lah gue bertiga di ruang tamu sambil liatin firman main gitar. terus kan tiba2 firman lagi ngomong2in masa lalu faiz, salah juga sih gue ngecengin terus udah tuh jadi brantem gara2 gue juga ngebahas kalo dia suka ngungkit2 masa lalu gue...ya you know who lah gaperlu dikasih tau namanya
terus udah tuh gue marah kan, gue ngambek pengen pulang. terus gue ke kamarnya aja mau nelfon taksi soalnya tas gue di atas. terus pas gue mau nelfon si faiz masuk ke kamar. nanya@ gue kenapa. gue bilang aja gapapa terus dia kayak nge-begging gue gitu buat jujur yaudah gue bilang lah gue gasuka aja kalo dia masih ngebahas si itu. lagian gue takut aja dia masih ga yakin sama gue gara2 si itu. kan ga mungkin banget gue masih sayang sama dia! maksud gue si itu ya bukan faiz.
terus kan gue nangis gitu lah karena kecewa. yaudah kan kita omongin baik2 terus baikan kan. gue nyuruh dia temenin aja temennya yang lagi dibawah gue gaenak lah terus dia pertama gamau eh akhirnya mau. udah kan gue sendirian di kamarnya. pas gue cek dia cuma nutup buka pintu doang biar dia kira gue pergi eh gataunya belom -_- yaudah akhirnya dia kebawah beneran.
terus ga brapa lama dia keatas lagi mau tau gue lagi ngapain. gue kan lagi nulis2 tuh di kertasnya dia. nulis sesuatu gitu kan. terus dia kayak nerawang kertas gue ehhhh ketauan gue lagi nulis puisi laknat itu....dia langsung bete kan langsung ke bawah lagi. begonya gue lanjutin nulis
terus tiba2 dia naik lagi ke atas, mukanya udah bete gitu kan terus dia tiduran. yaudah gue mau pulang beneran aja kan udah rada males dikit gitu. terus hp gue dia ambil gatau buat ngapain terus tas gue juga dia ambil. terus kan udah marah2 gitu kan mana temen2nya ngetok2 pintu kamarnya ga jelas nah faiznya makin marah terus gue teriak aja "gue mau pulang! balikin bb sama tas gue!' terus ga dia kasih, yaudah gue pergi aja sama mbaknya nyari taksi sampe ke depan2 gitu kan. terus pas dapet gue balik ke rumahnya lagi mau balikin mbaknya sama mau minta bb gue sama tas gue buat pulang. terus gataunya dia ngejar gue naik motor kan yaudah gue minta tas sama bb gue balik. awalnya dia ga ngasih soalnya dia maunya gue dianterin dia pulang aja cuma gue gamau. terus yaudah berantem lagi kan marah2nya tuh udah parah banget deh tadi gue sama dia sama sama emosi gitu. terus dia teriak "KALO LO MASIH SAYANG SAMA DIA, NGOMONG!" "GUE UDAH LUPAIN DIA!!!!" terus yaudah gue nangis lagi sambil jalan ke taksi.
pas baru2 keluar daerah tomang dia bbm gue "please ketemuan di 711 salemba" yaudah gue okein kan. pas gue masih di jalan kejebak macet dia bbm gue 'aku udah sampe, kamu dimana?" gue cuma bales seadanya kan tanpa "aku-kamu gue-lo" gitu. gila banget itu orang! yang naik taksi duluan kan gue, kenapa dia bisa nyampe 5 menit lebih dulu daripada gue??? nah pas udah sampe 711 gue bbm dia dimana gataunya dia di depan alfa mart, naik motor sendirian ujan2an gituuuuu, yaudah dia minta maaf segala macem lah terus kan gue maafin tuh yaudah dia pamit pulang kan sama gue yaudah gue balik ke taksi gue. pas gue udah deket rumah eh dia bbm "aku di depan rumah kamu" anjirrr dia udah nyampe duluan lagi padahal pas gue naik taksi dia masihbelom jalan.
kan gue samperin "kamu ngapain disini? kan tadi udah ngomong" "gapapa, aku kangen aja sama kamu. aku juga mau mastiin aja kamu udah sampe rumah apa belom. aku takut aja kamu kenapa2. yaudah ya aku pulang dulu" gue cuma bisa ngangguk2 aja sambil ngomong2 gajelas abis gue speechless. terus yaudah deh gue sampe rumah eh dia belom sampe, gue udah khawatir gitu terus gue bbm firman kan mastiin dia udah sampe rumah gataunya belom :/
udah sih cerita gue gitu doang. hmm cuma gue masih mikir, dia so sweet abis. nyuruh gue pulang sambil ngebentak, tapi dikejar juga. ngediemin gue, cuma diajak ngomong duluan juga. yang salah emang gue, tapi yang minta maaf dia. ya ampuuuuun gue baru sadaaaaar banget setelah temen gue ngambil kesimpulan "ah shaaaa so sweet banget, dia sayang banget shaaaa sama lo" tapi emang sih bener. so sweet abis :')
baru kali ini ya ada cowok bener2 ngebela2in ujan2an naik motor ngebut cuma buat ngomong minta maaf doang! duh sumpah baik banget terus ya gitu deh susa diungkapkan kata2 soalnya tadi tuh berantemnya gaenak banget mana ada temen2nya gue makin gaenak laaaah.
yaudah deh gue cuma pengen bilang.....
le, maafin aku ya udah ngecewain kamu. maafin aku ya udah boongin kamu yang tentang 2 minggu itu. maaf ya aku suka marah2, bawel, terus ngambek gajelas. maafin aku ya gapernah ngepostin semua hal tentang kamu kayak aku sama dia dulu.
intinya...
aku sayang banget sama kamu. aku gamau kehilangan kamu.
sampe temen2 kamu dan sodara kamu aja bilang kalo kamu berubah. kamu udah tobat wkwkw ciee jadi sayang banget sama aku :')
longlast ya ndul, i love you!
toodles! ,
risha
Jumat, 10 Desember 2010
Rabu, 08 September 2010
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hey semuanya! udah lama ga posting hihi masa gue dapet bm bagus deh, isinya kayak gini
disaat kamu ingin melepaskan seseorang, ingatlah pada saat kamu ingin mendapatkannya
disaat kamu mulai tidak mencintainya, ingatlah pada pertama kali kamu jatuh cinta kepadanya
disaat kamu mulai bosan dengannya, ingatlah selalu saat terindah kamu bersamanya
disaat kamu ingin menduakannya, bayangkan jika dia selalu setia
disaat kamu ingin membohonginya, ingatlah disaat dia jujur kepadamu
maka kamu akan merasakan arti dia untukmu,
jangan sampai disaat dia sudah tidak di sisimu,
kamu baru menyadari arti dirinya untukmu
yang indah hanya sementara
yang abadi adalah kenangan
yang ikhlas hanya dari hati
yang tulus hanya dari sanubari
tidak mudah mencari yang hilang
tidak mudah mengejar impian
namun yang lebih susah.....mempertahankan yang ada, karena walaupun tergenggam..
...bisa terlepas juga
toodles! ,
risha
disaat kamu ingin melepaskan seseorang, ingatlah pada saat kamu ingin mendapatkannya
disaat kamu mulai tidak mencintainya, ingatlah pada pertama kali kamu jatuh cinta kepadanya
disaat kamu mulai bosan dengannya, ingatlah selalu saat terindah kamu bersamanya
disaat kamu ingin menduakannya, bayangkan jika dia selalu setia
disaat kamu ingin membohonginya, ingatlah disaat dia jujur kepadamu
maka kamu akan merasakan arti dia untukmu,
jangan sampai disaat dia sudah tidak di sisimu,
kamu baru menyadari arti dirinya untukmu
yang indah hanya sementara
yang abadi adalah kenangan
yang ikhlas hanya dari hati
yang tulus hanya dari sanubari
tidak mudah mencari yang hilang
tidak mudah mengejar impian
namun yang lebih susah.....mempertahankan yang ada, karena walaupun tergenggam..
...bisa terlepas juga
toodles! ,
risha
Jumat, 30 Juli 2010
hmmm
Gue udah bisa ngelupain lo, alhamdulillah! Tapi sekarang, gue jadi kepikiran sih. Lagi apa ya? Engga kok gue gabakal ganggu lo lagi. Gue tau lah kita gabakal bisa jadi temen biasa. Gue masih ganyangka aja kita jadi gini. Gue kangen banget bangetan sama lo yang dulu. Masih inget ga? Gue dulu ngetweet "I think I'm falling for you" terus lo bales tanpa mention "I think I'm falling for you too" inget ga? Masih inget ga kita bales balesan nickname sama pm di bbm sampe heboh? Yang paling berkesan inget ga pas lo lagi sibuk gue masang pm "I love u like a fat kid loves cake" terus lo bales di dp bbm "I love you more than a fat kid loves cake" ? Udahlah gausah diinget lagi. Alhamdulillah kok gue udah gapernah sedih karena lo walaupun lo sampe sekarang masih sering muncul di mimpi gue walaupun cuma lewat lewat doang. Maaf ya gue bikin lo jadi bahan hinaan. Maaf ya gue bikin lo malu. Maaf ya gue bikin lo kesel. Gue emang bener bener dikuasain sama emosi dan kesabaran yang udah habis. Maaf banget ya, gue tau gue juga salah banget sama lo. Ga seharusnya juga gue ngetweet buat yang lain pas lo ada buat gue. Ga seharusnya juga gue cemburu sama lo karena gue bukan siapa siapa lo. Dan ga seharusnya juga gue bales lo 2 kali lipat. Maaf. Gue bener bener minta maaf. Kita sama sama salah, cuma kita berdua memiliki rasa egois yang sangat tinggi dan gengsi yang tinggi juga. Jadinya kita harus kayak gini walaupun cuma salah paham, ini semua diakibatkan oleh cemburu... Lo cemburu sama gue, gue makin manas manasin lo. Semua itu gue lakuin biar lo sadar kalo lo tuh gabisa giniin gue. Gue cemburu sama lo, tapi lo malah balikan dan kabarnya udah putus lagi. Gue bener bener gatau harus ngomong apa sama lo.
Cuma maaf aja yang bisa gue utarain ke lo. Maafin gue ya?
toodles! ,
risha
Cuma maaf aja yang bisa gue utarain ke lo. Maafin gue ya?
toodles! ,
risha
Selasa, 27 Juli 2010
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Hey all!
Gue mau crita lagi nih, maaf ya bacot tapi emang gue butuh tempat buat ngeluarin sedikit hal yang ngeganjel banget. Nyesekkkkk
Jujur aja ya, sampe sekarang gue masih kepikiran sama lo. Sakit banget rasanya setelah gue bongkar sendiri dan tau kenyataan sebenernya. Dari dulu gue juga mikir kalo lo ga serius sama gue, tapi gue baru harus maksa buat brenti buat mikirin lo lagi.
Setiap pagi, cuma lo satu satunya orang yang terlintas dipikiran gue. Mungkin gue kalo disekolah bisa keisi dengan mikirin yang lain kayak pelajaran, temen, cogan2 :) cuma pas gue lagi istirahat/diem gitu atau bengong pasti gue mikirin lo. Pasti.
Jujur aja ya, gue gamau kita kayak gini cuma emang ini kenyataan yang pahit banget buat gue. Nyesek demi Allah rasanya kayak abis manjat ke atas menara eiffel yang 3 meter lagi nyampe puncak tapi ada yang ngedorong lo dan jatoh sakiiiit banget. Kayak gitu lah rasanya :'(
Tapi kenapa kenapa kenapaaaaa gue masih gabisa ilfeel sama lo walaupun lo udah nyakitin gue? Kenapa gue gabisa benci sama lo? Emang sih gue udah suka sama orang lain, anaknya cool gitu banyak yang suka hehe tapi gue merasa kurang. Kenapa? Karena dia bukan lo
Emang sih gue menye2 banget cuma ya gitu lah, gue masih belom bisa terima kenyataan yang pahit banget. Yang paling nyesek tuh lo nuduh gue ngefitnah lo, padahal emang lo ngejelek2in cewek lo demi Allah! Lo bener2 nyari cara banget buat dia baikan sama lo tapi gue bener bener lo buang. Seakan akan gue cuma jadi pelarian buat lo dan bikin dia cemburu biar dia balik sama lo.
"Tapi demi Allah ir gue emang suka sama lo, gue serius!!!" Cuma kata kata itu yang gue inget. Mungkin itu kata kata terakhir sebelom lo menghilang dan balik lagi buat sama dia. Padahal lo tau kalo cewek itu juga udah punya pacar. Sumpah tangan gue gemeteran ngetiknya tapi emang bener. Mungkin lo semua bilang gue lebay segala macem itu karena lo gapernah ngerasain di posisi gue. Di posisi dimana lo udah sayang banget sama orang tapi dia nyakitin lo berkali2, lo maafin dia walaupun dia gapernah minta maaf sama lo dan dia nyakitin lo lagi cuma lo tetep gabisa marah. Tau ah bingung :'c
toodles! ,
risha
Gue mau crita lagi nih, maaf ya bacot tapi emang gue butuh tempat buat ngeluarin sedikit hal yang ngeganjel banget. Nyesekkkkk
Jujur aja ya, sampe sekarang gue masih kepikiran sama lo. Sakit banget rasanya setelah gue bongkar sendiri dan tau kenyataan sebenernya. Dari dulu gue juga mikir kalo lo ga serius sama gue, tapi gue baru harus maksa buat brenti buat mikirin lo lagi.
Setiap pagi, cuma lo satu satunya orang yang terlintas dipikiran gue. Mungkin gue kalo disekolah bisa keisi dengan mikirin yang lain kayak pelajaran, temen, cogan2 :) cuma pas gue lagi istirahat/diem gitu atau bengong pasti gue mikirin lo. Pasti.
Jujur aja ya, gue gamau kita kayak gini cuma emang ini kenyataan yang pahit banget buat gue. Nyesek demi Allah rasanya kayak abis manjat ke atas menara eiffel yang 3 meter lagi nyampe puncak tapi ada yang ngedorong lo dan jatoh sakiiiit banget. Kayak gitu lah rasanya :'(
Tapi kenapa kenapa kenapaaaaa gue masih gabisa ilfeel sama lo walaupun lo udah nyakitin gue? Kenapa gue gabisa benci sama lo? Emang sih gue udah suka sama orang lain, anaknya cool gitu banyak yang suka hehe tapi gue merasa kurang. Kenapa? Karena dia bukan lo
Emang sih gue menye2 banget cuma ya gitu lah, gue masih belom bisa terima kenyataan yang pahit banget. Yang paling nyesek tuh lo nuduh gue ngefitnah lo, padahal emang lo ngejelek2in cewek lo demi Allah! Lo bener2 nyari cara banget buat dia baikan sama lo tapi gue bener bener lo buang. Seakan akan gue cuma jadi pelarian buat lo dan bikin dia cemburu biar dia balik sama lo.
"Tapi demi Allah ir gue emang suka sama lo, gue serius!!!" Cuma kata kata itu yang gue inget. Mungkin itu kata kata terakhir sebelom lo menghilang dan balik lagi buat sama dia. Padahal lo tau kalo cewek itu juga udah punya pacar. Sumpah tangan gue gemeteran ngetiknya tapi emang bener. Mungkin lo semua bilang gue lebay segala macem itu karena lo gapernah ngerasain di posisi gue. Di posisi dimana lo udah sayang banget sama orang tapi dia nyakitin lo berkali2, lo maafin dia walaupun dia gapernah minta maaf sama lo dan dia nyakitin lo lagi cuma lo tetep gabisa marah. Tau ah bingung :'c
toodles! ,
risha
Minggu, 25 Juli 2010
i'm gonna find another you
It's really over, you made your stand
You got me crying, as was your plan
But when my loneliness is through, I'm gonna find another you
You take your sweaters
You take your time
You might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes
I'm gonna sing my way away from blue
I'm gonna find another you
When I was your lover
No one else would do
If I'm forced to find another, I hope she looks like you
Yeah and she's nicer too
So go on baby
Make your little get away
My pride will keep me company
And you just gave yours all away
Now I'm gonna dress myself for two
Once for me and once for someone new
I'm gonna do somethings you wouldn't let me do
Oh I'm gonna find another you
toodles! ,
risha
You got me crying, as was your plan
But when my loneliness is through, I'm gonna find another you
You take your sweaters
You take your time
You might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes
I'm gonna sing my way away from blue
I'm gonna find another you
When I was your lover
No one else would do
If I'm forced to find another, I hope she looks like you
Yeah and she's nicer too
So go on baby
Make your little get away
My pride will keep me company
And you just gave yours all away
Now I'm gonna dress myself for two
Once for me and once for someone new
I'm gonna do somethings you wouldn't let me do
Oh I'm gonna find another you
toodles! ,
risha
Kamis, 22 Juli 2010
ya Allah :''''(
Ya Allah
Udah dari lama banget lo nyakitin gue. Mungkin udah 2 bulan belakangan ini. Gue sayang banget sama lo jadi apapun kesalahan lo pasti gue maafin dengan lapang dada. Gue selalu mencoba buat sabar, sabar, dan sabar. Gue berusaha keras buat pertahanin ini semua. Gue bahkan ga dengerin nasehat temen2 deket gue, padahal yang mereka bilang bener tapi tetep aja gue dengerin kata hati gue. Sekarang?
Lo waktu itu janji sama gue gabakal deket lagi sama jablay tai itu. Lo bahkan ngejelek2in dia lagi ya depan gue ya Allah sekarang apa? Lo hari ini jalan kan sama dia di ps. Lo selalu on time buat dia, tapi buat ketemu gue? Lo selalu banyak alasan. Hp rusak lah, ngedelete bbm gue gajelas lah, sibuk ini itu segala macem. Gue dari dulu emang cuma bisa sabar dan gapernah mikir macem2.
Gue udah bingung, udah brapa kali gue beri kesempatan buat lo? Udah brapa kali lo nyakitin gue? Kenapa sih lo gapernah mau nyari cara! Maksudnya gini deh, lo mengakui kesalahan lo dan minta gue buat balik sama lo sambil apa tuh sms2 bilangnya nangis kehilangan gue. Terus gue udah ngasih tau ya kalo lo mau sama gue lo harus tinggalin itu jablay. Lo bilang iya dengan gampang tapi tetep aja ya lo masih deket, masih aku kamuan, baby2an, segala macem deh. MAKAN TUH AIRMATA BUAYA!
Besok gue ulang tahun loh (terus?) Ya gitu lah....jadi ini kejutan yang lo mau kasih ke gue? Terserah lo deh, kali ini gue gamau ngasih kesempatan buat lo lagi. Emang sih masih sayang banget cuma kalo gini caranya gue udah tau deh kalo gue gaboleh ngasih kesempatan lebih dari 3x buat cowok macem lo! Disindir ga sadar2, ya Allah lo yang salah tapi selalu nuduh gue yang php! Anjir lo sama sekali ga menghargai gue ya? 5 bulan woy gue digantungin sama lo! Gue aja jadian gapernah lebih dari sebulan, ini digantungin udah 5 bulan!
Gatau lagi deh. Gue gamau nge add pin lo lagi, sms gue juga ga lo bales kan? Iyalah cuma cewek itu doang yang jadi kepentingan lo! Gue mention lo ah gue mau ngamuk! TAI LO!
toodles! ,
risha
Udah dari lama banget lo nyakitin gue. Mungkin udah 2 bulan belakangan ini. Gue sayang banget sama lo jadi apapun kesalahan lo pasti gue maafin dengan lapang dada. Gue selalu mencoba buat sabar, sabar, dan sabar. Gue berusaha keras buat pertahanin ini semua. Gue bahkan ga dengerin nasehat temen2 deket gue, padahal yang mereka bilang bener tapi tetep aja gue dengerin kata hati gue. Sekarang?
Lo waktu itu janji sama gue gabakal deket lagi sama jablay tai itu. Lo bahkan ngejelek2in dia lagi ya depan gue ya Allah sekarang apa? Lo hari ini jalan kan sama dia di ps. Lo selalu on time buat dia, tapi buat ketemu gue? Lo selalu banyak alasan. Hp rusak lah, ngedelete bbm gue gajelas lah, sibuk ini itu segala macem. Gue dari dulu emang cuma bisa sabar dan gapernah mikir macem2.
Gue udah bingung, udah brapa kali gue beri kesempatan buat lo? Udah brapa kali lo nyakitin gue? Kenapa sih lo gapernah mau nyari cara! Maksudnya gini deh, lo mengakui kesalahan lo dan minta gue buat balik sama lo sambil apa tuh sms2 bilangnya nangis kehilangan gue. Terus gue udah ngasih tau ya kalo lo mau sama gue lo harus tinggalin itu jablay. Lo bilang iya dengan gampang tapi tetep aja ya lo masih deket, masih aku kamuan, baby2an, segala macem deh. MAKAN TUH AIRMATA BUAYA!
Besok gue ulang tahun loh (terus?) Ya gitu lah....jadi ini kejutan yang lo mau kasih ke gue? Terserah lo deh, kali ini gue gamau ngasih kesempatan buat lo lagi. Emang sih masih sayang banget cuma kalo gini caranya gue udah tau deh kalo gue gaboleh ngasih kesempatan lebih dari 3x buat cowok macem lo! Disindir ga sadar2, ya Allah lo yang salah tapi selalu nuduh gue yang php! Anjir lo sama sekali ga menghargai gue ya? 5 bulan woy gue digantungin sama lo! Gue aja jadian gapernah lebih dari sebulan, ini digantungin udah 5 bulan!
Gatau lagi deh. Gue gamau nge add pin lo lagi, sms gue juga ga lo bales kan? Iyalah cuma cewek itu doang yang jadi kepentingan lo! Gue mention lo ah gue mau ngamuk! TAI LO!
toodles! ,
risha
Rabu, 21 Juli 2010
halo sma!
gue udah resmi jadi anak sma 3 loh! cieeee KASIH SELAMAT DONG! maksa
ya intinya mosnya tuh seru banget deh, terus kan disuruh bikin surat cinta kan ehem gue udah tau dari lama soalnya dikasih tau sama kakak gue. terus suratnya gue bikin dari hari....SABTU! anjir napsu bener. pokoknya buat kakak mpk yang paling top deh! alhamdulillah gue dapet surat cinta terbaik :)
gue bikinnya tuh kayak dari potongan tulisan dan gambar2 dari majalah, ngerti kan? pokoknya gitu lah terus disuruh gombal ya gitu ada deh kata2 yang menjijikan
"kak abi udah punya pacar belom? kalo belom aku berarti ada kesempatan dong buat jadi pacar kakak!"
NAJISSSSS biarin deh gue malu. terus gue ngasih dia 6 tangkai mawar sama coklat silver queen. kenapa 6 tangkai? jadi gini...
gue bawa 5 tangkai mawar putih asli agak kecil dan 1 tangkai mawar merah palsu yang agak besar. disitu gue selipin kertas
"there are 6 roses for you. the red one's fake, and the others are real. kak abi, i love you until the last flower die"
JIEEEEEE gombal ga sih? hahahah tapi kan kesannya cinta gue abadi :) hahah ya pokoknya kan gue tuh di giring osis (yang kebetulan temen2 kakak gue sebagian) itu giring gue menuju kak abi yang lagi duduk jongkok sambil ngetik2 di hp. terus gue ngasih sambil malu malu banget deh kedepan kelas mana disitu semua osis dan mpk ngumpul semua jadi yaaaa bisa dibayangin deh mmalunya kayak apaan
ya intinya sih mos di 3 seru! bawaannya aneh aneh deh, nih gue kasih tau ya:
foto nametag : make baju batik, gaya rumingkang imb, kacamata item diatas kepala, sama muka ngeden
hari 1: cepol pucca 3 diatas kepala, bawa biskuit yang bisa buat jadi judul lagu, makanan 4 sehat 5 sempurna, telor ceplok bentuk angka 3 kuningnya gaboleh pecah
hari 2: iket di bawah ala pembantu, poni dijepit, bawa biskuit raja dangdut, bawa susu ustad jefri rasa mocca,makanan 4 sehat 5 sempurna, telor ceplok bentuk angka 3 kuningnya gaboleh pecah
hari 3: iket air mancur 3, harus berdiri! baju olah raga smp, baju sma, surat cinta, mawar, coklat, koran bekas, makanan 4 sehat 5 sempurna, telor ceplok bentuk angka 3 kuningnya gaboleh pecah
ribet bener ya -_- intinya kelas gue itu...COWOKNYA PADA BACOT! mirip banget deh sama suasana di 7f sumpah. mana pada tengil semua lagi cowoknya, ceweknya sih biasa aja ga terlalu bacot ada lah beberapa yang asik. cuma ada deh cowok lucu gitu di kelas gue, kadang2 gue ga sengaja merhatiin! hahah ga lah gue gasuka kok, tetep....stay single!!!
toodles! ,
risha
ya intinya mosnya tuh seru banget deh, terus kan disuruh bikin surat cinta kan ehem gue udah tau dari lama soalnya dikasih tau sama kakak gue. terus suratnya gue bikin dari hari....SABTU! anjir napsu bener. pokoknya buat kakak mpk yang paling top deh! alhamdulillah gue dapet surat cinta terbaik :)
gue bikinnya tuh kayak dari potongan tulisan dan gambar2 dari majalah, ngerti kan? pokoknya gitu lah terus disuruh gombal ya gitu ada deh kata2 yang menjijikan
"kak abi udah punya pacar belom? kalo belom aku berarti ada kesempatan dong buat jadi pacar kakak!"
NAJISSSSS biarin deh gue malu. terus gue ngasih dia 6 tangkai mawar sama coklat silver queen. kenapa 6 tangkai? jadi gini...
gue bawa 5 tangkai mawar putih asli agak kecil dan 1 tangkai mawar merah palsu yang agak besar. disitu gue selipin kertas
"there are 6 roses for you. the red one's fake, and the others are real. kak abi, i love you until the last flower die"
JIEEEEEE gombal ga sih? hahahah tapi kan kesannya cinta gue abadi :) hahah ya pokoknya kan gue tuh di giring osis (yang kebetulan temen2 kakak gue sebagian) itu giring gue menuju kak abi yang lagi duduk jongkok sambil ngetik2 di hp. terus gue ngasih sambil malu malu banget deh kedepan kelas mana disitu semua osis dan mpk ngumpul semua jadi yaaaa bisa dibayangin deh mmalunya kayak apaan
ya intinya sih mos di 3 seru! bawaannya aneh aneh deh, nih gue kasih tau ya:
foto nametag : make baju batik, gaya rumingkang imb, kacamata item diatas kepala, sama muka ngeden
hari 1: cepol pucca 3 diatas kepala, bawa biskuit yang bisa buat jadi judul lagu, makanan 4 sehat 5 sempurna, telor ceplok bentuk angka 3 kuningnya gaboleh pecah
hari 2: iket di bawah ala pembantu, poni dijepit, bawa biskuit raja dangdut, bawa susu ustad jefri rasa mocca,makanan 4 sehat 5 sempurna, telor ceplok bentuk angka 3 kuningnya gaboleh pecah
hari 3: iket air mancur 3, harus berdiri! baju olah raga smp, baju sma, surat cinta, mawar, coklat, koran bekas, makanan 4 sehat 5 sempurna, telor ceplok bentuk angka 3 kuningnya gaboleh pecah
ribet bener ya -_- intinya kelas gue itu...COWOKNYA PADA BACOT! mirip banget deh sama suasana di 7f sumpah. mana pada tengil semua lagi cowoknya, ceweknya sih biasa aja ga terlalu bacot ada lah beberapa yang asik. cuma ada deh cowok lucu gitu di kelas gue, kadang2 gue ga sengaja merhatiin! hahah ga lah gue gasuka kok, tetep....stay single!!!
toodles! ,
risha
Kamis, 15 Juli 2010
:) :)
kita pisah sekolah ya hehe nih deh buat lo
I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can’t stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say… “hello”
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way….
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
beruntung deh gue pernah sekelas smaa lo :*
tooldes! ,
risha
I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can’t stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say… “hello”
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way….
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true…
beruntung deh gue pernah sekelas smaa lo :*
tooldes! ,
risha
34 days too late :'(
Hey hey blogger!
Mau sedikit cerita, masih ingat mantanku? Si bule ganteng? Dylan Scotland Crawford? Ya gue pengen sedikit cerita tentang dia
Kan gini, tadi gue iseng kan ol msn dari www.ebuddy.com abis bete wlm mac tuh lemoooot banget jadi ya gue ol make itu aja. Eh gataunya banyak banget offline message nah salah satunya dari dylan. Terus kan gue buka...
dylan : cuándo va a ser mía otra vez?
34 days ago 1:04:38 am
Terus gue copy-paste ke google translate kan dan hasilnya...
"When will you be mine again?"
ANJRIT! Gue langsung shock kan terus langsung ngadu ke vinda. Ternyata dia masih sayang sama gue hahahahaha hebat hebat :) ya gimana ya? Gue juga kadang masih kepikiran sih sama ini anak terus gue bales offline message aja deh suruh add skype gue :p
Eh masa ya...2 hari yang lalu pas jam 4an gitu kan radit ngirim sms kan panjaaaaaaaaaang banget dan ngirimnya lama banget. Sekali sms bisa 3 page wkwkw buset napsu bener. Pas gue baca 'katanya' dia itu lagi ngetik sambil mengeluarkan air mata. Dia sedih aja gue udah berubah gara gara sifat dia yang keterlaluan itu. Dia katanya sedih kehilangan gue o.O
Masa sih? Gue sih percaya ga percaya ya paling airmata buaya tuh (oooo dalem sha) cuma serius gue emang masih sayang cuma...berkurang! Dari 100% jadi 80% hahaha lagian kan bukan salah gue :)
Ya sekarang doakan semoga dylan ol biar bisa chat lagi uuuu kangen, masih suka dengerin vanilla twilight ga ya kalo lagi kangen sama gue? Hmmmm :S
toodlers! ,
risha
Mau sedikit cerita, masih ingat mantanku? Si bule ganteng? Dylan Scotland Crawford? Ya gue pengen sedikit cerita tentang dia
Kan gini, tadi gue iseng kan ol msn dari www.ebuddy.com abis bete wlm mac tuh lemoooot banget jadi ya gue ol make itu aja. Eh gataunya banyak banget offline message nah salah satunya dari dylan. Terus kan gue buka...
dylan : cuándo va a ser mía otra vez?
34 days ago 1:04:38 am
Terus gue copy-paste ke google translate kan dan hasilnya...
"When will you be mine again?"
ANJRIT! Gue langsung shock kan terus langsung ngadu ke vinda. Ternyata dia masih sayang sama gue hahahahaha hebat hebat :) ya gimana ya? Gue juga kadang masih kepikiran sih sama ini anak terus gue bales offline message aja deh suruh add skype gue :p
Eh masa ya...2 hari yang lalu pas jam 4an gitu kan radit ngirim sms kan panjaaaaaaaaaang banget dan ngirimnya lama banget. Sekali sms bisa 3 page wkwkw buset napsu bener. Pas gue baca 'katanya' dia itu lagi ngetik sambil mengeluarkan air mata. Dia sedih aja gue udah berubah gara gara sifat dia yang keterlaluan itu. Dia katanya sedih kehilangan gue o.O
Masa sih? Gue sih percaya ga percaya ya paling airmata buaya tuh (oooo dalem sha) cuma serius gue emang masih sayang cuma...berkurang! Dari 100% jadi 80% hahaha lagian kan bukan salah gue :)
Ya sekarang doakan semoga dylan ol biar bisa chat lagi uuuu kangen, masih suka dengerin vanilla twilight ga ya kalo lagi kangen sama gue? Hmmmm :S
toodlers! ,
risha
Jumat, 09 Juli 2010
always be my baby
tiba tiba gue disapa di bbm, terus dikasih lagu sama radit always be my baby - david cook. kita berargumen enakan yang nyanyi mariah carey atau david cook -_- gapenting. tapi menurut gue mungkin di ngasih ini ke gue karena.....
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, noooooo
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my,....my baby....
You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
You will always be my baby
kayaknya yang gue kasih BOLD itu kata kata yang buat gue deh -_- apalagi bagian ini
"I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no"
iya sih dia ga ngelarang gue pergi cuma....kemaren tuh kayak berkali kali gitu pengen balik lagi kayak dulu cuma gue jawab "gatau dit, gue butuh waktu dulu ya gue masih shock soalnya" dan alhamdulillah dia ngerti kok. sekarang kita menjadi temen, bukan "temen"
toodles! ,
risha
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, noooooo
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my,....my baby....
You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
You will always be my baby
kayaknya yang gue kasih BOLD itu kata kata yang buat gue deh -_- apalagi bagian ini
"I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no"
iya sih dia ga ngelarang gue pergi cuma....kemaren tuh kayak berkali kali gitu pengen balik lagi kayak dulu cuma gue jawab "gatau dit, gue butuh waktu dulu ya gue masih shock soalnya" dan alhamdulillah dia ngerti kok. sekarang kita menjadi temen, bukan "temen"
toodles! ,
risha
Selasa, 06 Juli 2010
unrequited love
hello guys! hows your day so far? alhamdulillah mood gue udah kembali naik sedikit demi sedikit. bukan, bukan karena gue balik lagi buat deket sama dia. dia maksa maksa buat ngeyakinin gue sih cuma tetep aja gue ga percaya lagi. berasa harakiri gue kalo sama dia. ye ga?
oke sekarang gue mau cerita sedikit nih, dimulai gara gara gue membaca MMJ (untuk yang ke 4 kalinya) disitu ada yang judulnya pertembuan terakhir dengan ina mangunkusumo. disitu juga ngebahas unrequited love. cinta yang tak pernah terbalas. disitu juga ada quotes
"nothing takes the flavor out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love" - Charlie Brown
terus pas banget argia lagi ngetweet tentang itu, jadi kita ngebahas mmj kan. buku itu emang bagus banget, bergaya komedi yang memberikan kesan pada akhirnya. kalo yang paling pas buat gue adalah "orang yang diam diam jatuh cinta" kenapa? okay here it goes
jadi gue pernah lah suka sama orang waktu awal2 kelas 8, namanya x. gue suka sama dia karena ga sengaja hahah terus jadi keterusan. pertama gue sukanya diem diem sampe suatu saat semua orang tau kalo gue suka sama x. ini orang juga tau lah gue suka sama dia dan dianya kayak benci gitu sama gue. gamau ngomong, nyolot, gitu2lah nganggep gue ga ada. gue sediiiih banget mana gue dibikin malu depan dia lagi gara gara si anjingtaibabitolol manusia paling laknat di dunia
suatu hari, gue jadian sama orang lain. emang sih gue udah lumayan sayang sama orang ini tapi gue masih tetep gabisa lupain rasa suka gue ke x. pada saat jadian, x tuh jadi baiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkk banget sama gue. dunia berubah 180 drajat lah semenjak gue jadian sama orang ini. dari sini gue mikir, gue cukup beruntung punya pacar yang memberi efek dahsyat banget! semenjak itu gue juadi suka lagi sama x.
pas baru baru putus, oke kan masih fine fine aja. cuma.....ternyata dia balik lagi jadi kayak dulu. gue sedih banget dia kayak gitu lagi sama gue, gue berdoa lah semoga dia bisa baik sama gue lagi, semoga dia lupa kalo gue suka sama dia, semoga dia ga taken segala macem
tapi dengan seiring waktu, rasa suka gue semakin ngambang dan sedikit menghilang. kelas 9 gue bener bener udah lupa lah kalo gue pernah suka sama orang ini. yaudah kan case close. tapi, pas sebelom farewell gue tiba tiba jadi sedih. gue bakal kangen banget sama orang ini, tingkah lakunya, kekonyolannya, cara dia ketawa, cara dia makan, cara dia ngomong, cara dia ngambek, cara dia belajar pokoknya semuanya deh. dan tiba tiba gue jadi suka lagi sama ini orang dan dengan begonya gue nulis di gema!
sekarang, tinggal menghitung hari untuk masuk ke sekolah baru. gue sedikit ga siap sih buat ketemu temen2 dan kehidupan baru gue di sma. apalagi gue menyia nyiakan kesempatan buat foto bareng pas farewell selesai. dimana cuma tinggal sedikit panitia disitu, ga lebih dari 15 orang. gue duduk di kursi, memperhatikan orang itu dari kejauhan. gue memberanikan diri untuk minta foto bareng cuma gue terlalu gugup buat berdiri dan melangkah sehingga gue terlalu sibuk mengulur2 waktu. sampai sampai gue melihat dia melangkah pergi menuruni tangga, dan masuk ke dalam mobil. untuk pulang.
sekali lagi gue menyesal, itu kesempatan terakhir buat gue untuk ketemu orang ini. pas cap 3 jari juga gue ga ketemu orang ini. pas kelulusan juga gue sedikit curi2 pandang ke arah orang ini, cuma gue tetep ga berani mendekat sampai kesempatan itu hilang sendiri
inilah unrequited love. rasa cinta/sayang yang ga pernah terbalas sama seseorang karena kita terlalu ketakutan buat mengambil tindakan. jujur gue suka nyesel sampe sekarang, terkadang kalo gue buka buku bt gue suka stop di halaman itu untuk beberapa detik abis itu balik halaman selanjutnya. untuk selanjutnya, gue cuma bisa melihat orang itu hanyadari selembar kertas yang memajang senyuman khas dan tatapan childishnya.
semoga di sma nanti dia semakin dewasa, semoga 2013 dia masih inget sama gue dan insya Allah gue dianggap temen, dan semoga di sma dia bisa dapet cewek sesuai keinginan dia tapi jangan pernah deh nyakitin orang kayak dia. kalo sampe iya gue jamin cewek itu bakal nyesel deh!
ps. maaf ya gue cerita sampah mulu tentang trashy love thingy! gue cuma mau share aja kok :)
toodles! ,
risha
oke sekarang gue mau cerita sedikit nih, dimulai gara gara gue membaca MMJ (untuk yang ke 4 kalinya) disitu ada yang judulnya pertembuan terakhir dengan ina mangunkusumo. disitu juga ngebahas unrequited love. cinta yang tak pernah terbalas. disitu juga ada quotes
"nothing takes the flavor out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love" - Charlie Brown
terus pas banget argia lagi ngetweet tentang itu, jadi kita ngebahas mmj kan. buku itu emang bagus banget, bergaya komedi yang memberikan kesan pada akhirnya. kalo yang paling pas buat gue adalah "orang yang diam diam jatuh cinta" kenapa? okay here it goes
jadi gue pernah lah suka sama orang waktu awal2 kelas 8, namanya x. gue suka sama dia karena ga sengaja hahah terus jadi keterusan. pertama gue sukanya diem diem sampe suatu saat semua orang tau kalo gue suka sama x. ini orang juga tau lah gue suka sama dia dan dianya kayak benci gitu sama gue. gamau ngomong, nyolot, gitu2lah nganggep gue ga ada. gue sediiiih banget mana gue dibikin malu depan dia lagi gara gara si anjingtaibabitolol manusia paling laknat di dunia
suatu hari, gue jadian sama orang lain. emang sih gue udah lumayan sayang sama orang ini tapi gue masih tetep gabisa lupain rasa suka gue ke x. pada saat jadian, x tuh jadi baiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkk banget sama gue. dunia berubah 180 drajat lah semenjak gue jadian sama orang ini. dari sini gue mikir, gue cukup beruntung punya pacar yang memberi efek dahsyat banget! semenjak itu gue juadi suka lagi sama x.
pas baru baru putus, oke kan masih fine fine aja. cuma.....ternyata dia balik lagi jadi kayak dulu. gue sedih banget dia kayak gitu lagi sama gue, gue berdoa lah semoga dia bisa baik sama gue lagi, semoga dia lupa kalo gue suka sama dia, semoga dia ga taken segala macem
tapi dengan seiring waktu, rasa suka gue semakin ngambang dan sedikit menghilang. kelas 9 gue bener bener udah lupa lah kalo gue pernah suka sama orang ini. yaudah kan case close. tapi, pas sebelom farewell gue tiba tiba jadi sedih. gue bakal kangen banget sama orang ini, tingkah lakunya, kekonyolannya, cara dia ketawa, cara dia makan, cara dia ngomong, cara dia ngambek, cara dia belajar pokoknya semuanya deh. dan tiba tiba gue jadi suka lagi sama ini orang dan dengan begonya gue nulis di gema!
sekarang, tinggal menghitung hari untuk masuk ke sekolah baru. gue sedikit ga siap sih buat ketemu temen2 dan kehidupan baru gue di sma. apalagi gue menyia nyiakan kesempatan buat foto bareng pas farewell selesai. dimana cuma tinggal sedikit panitia disitu, ga lebih dari 15 orang. gue duduk di kursi, memperhatikan orang itu dari kejauhan. gue memberanikan diri untuk minta foto bareng cuma gue terlalu gugup buat berdiri dan melangkah sehingga gue terlalu sibuk mengulur2 waktu. sampai sampai gue melihat dia melangkah pergi menuruni tangga, dan masuk ke dalam mobil. untuk pulang.
sekali lagi gue menyesal, itu kesempatan terakhir buat gue untuk ketemu orang ini. pas cap 3 jari juga gue ga ketemu orang ini. pas kelulusan juga gue sedikit curi2 pandang ke arah orang ini, cuma gue tetep ga berani mendekat sampai kesempatan itu hilang sendiri
inilah unrequited love. rasa cinta/sayang yang ga pernah terbalas sama seseorang karena kita terlalu ketakutan buat mengambil tindakan. jujur gue suka nyesel sampe sekarang, terkadang kalo gue buka buku bt gue suka stop di halaman itu untuk beberapa detik abis itu balik halaman selanjutnya. untuk selanjutnya, gue cuma bisa melihat orang itu hanyadari selembar kertas yang memajang senyuman khas dan tatapan childishnya.
semoga di sma nanti dia semakin dewasa, semoga 2013 dia masih inget sama gue dan insya Allah gue dianggap temen, dan semoga di sma dia bisa dapet cewek sesuai keinginan dia tapi jangan pernah deh nyakitin orang kayak dia. kalo sampe iya gue jamin cewek itu bakal nyesel deh!
ps. maaf ya gue cerita sampah mulu tentang trashy love thingy! gue cuma mau share aja kok :)
toodles! ,
risha
Minggu, 04 Juli 2010
ku tertipu lagi oh uouou
Itu judul kayak lagu maya ahmad -_- "lelaki buaya darat BUSYETTTT aku tertipu lagi uwouwo mulutnya manis sekali tapi hati bagai SRIGALA uwowo" hahahah jelas -_- ini maaf gue lagi gila. Ga sih gue ga nangis cuma gue cuma bisa ketawa ketawa aja deh liat tingkah laku si radit
Kan tadi siang gue iseng liat twitternya ternyata....dia di ex sama si jalanganjingtaibabibuntingbangsatbinasaajalo! Itu kan. Gue tadinya mau ke situ cuma ga ada temen :( mana kakak gue gamau! Ha tai nih padahal gue mau ngegap dia terus mau ngamuk2 sambil nampar bolak balik abis dia gamau jujur ha bangke.
Terus udah kan gue cuma bisa miris ngeliat si jalang ngetweet kan "Ih tanganku kecakar @IAMLILR" terus apalah upload2 foto foto radit ha bangke lo! Terus udah kan gue makin teriris kayak apaan tau hati gue udah campur aduk sampe2 gue tadi tidur siang mimpi makan bubur *ganyambung*
Dan yang paling nyesek adalah......
Jadi kan gini, 2-3 bulan yang lalu si radit pernah kan dp bbmnya kayak lagi dicium cewek gitu cuma dia edit2 jadi mukanya ga keliatan dan jadi kayak polaroid gitu kan. Dulu gue pernah nanya "itu dp kamu sama siapa?" "Oh itu sama sarah sodara aku ir" oke gue percaya2 aja kan. Dan tadi pas gue liat twitter sih jalang...ANJING AVATARNYA FOTO ITU! Jadi jadi jadi mereka udah balikan lagi gitu? Itukan udah lama banget dong? Anjir gue meras tertipu parah
Terus kan pas liat avatarnya gue shock sampe nganga lebay kan terus hp gue direbut sama kakak gue "ANJING APA APAAN NIH?" Kakak gua ngamuk wkwkkw terus gue ceritain kan terus dia bilang "gue mohon lo delete bbm dia! Gua gamau lagi liat lo deket2 sama dia! Anjing sampah!" Yaudah gue delete kan biar legaan dikit. Terus gue bilang ke syadza dan vania eh si syadza ikut2an emosi hahaha sabar ya sya gue aja ketawa ketawa doang
saking shocknya mau bilang apa T.T
Oh jadi itu ya dit alesan lo non aktifin fb? Mantan lo itu juga non aktifin fb. Jadi sebenernya status lo in a relationship ya? Kenapa sih lo tuh ga jujur aja? Fuck lo berdua monyet anjir kawin aja lo berdua! Udah deh lo gausah ngeyakinin kalo dia temen lo! Gue liat sih lo ngomong gue lo sama dia di twitter cuma cewek lo aja tuh yang make aku kamu wah jalangnya keliatan
Udah ah gue gamau lagi kenal kenal sama orang sejenis sama lo. Gue harap lo bisa dibales 2 kali lipat sama apa yang udah lo lakuin ke gue. Bukannya gue nyumpahin ya tapi gue pengen bikin lo sadar dan berubah jadi cowok yang baik kan lo udah dewasa. Gue kayak gini karena gue peduli sama lo, gue emang masih sayang sama lo mangkanya gue berdoa semoga lo diberi pelajaran. Gue pengeeeeen banget lo jadi cowok baik baik walaupun bukan sama gue. Gue pengen aja gitu ngeliat lo seneng gue juga seneng tapi ga gini caranya
toodles! ,
risha
Kan tadi siang gue iseng liat twitternya ternyata....dia di ex sama si jalanganjingtaibabibuntingbangsatbinasaajalo! Itu kan. Gue tadinya mau ke situ cuma ga ada temen :( mana kakak gue gamau! Ha tai nih padahal gue mau ngegap dia terus mau ngamuk2 sambil nampar bolak balik abis dia gamau jujur ha bangke.
Terus udah kan gue cuma bisa miris ngeliat si jalang ngetweet kan "Ih tanganku kecakar @IAMLILR" terus apalah upload2 foto foto radit ha bangke lo! Terus udah kan gue makin teriris kayak apaan tau hati gue udah campur aduk sampe2 gue tadi tidur siang mimpi makan bubur *ganyambung*
Dan yang paling nyesek adalah......
Jadi kan gini, 2-3 bulan yang lalu si radit pernah kan dp bbmnya kayak lagi dicium cewek gitu cuma dia edit2 jadi mukanya ga keliatan dan jadi kayak polaroid gitu kan. Dulu gue pernah nanya "itu dp kamu sama siapa?" "Oh itu sama sarah sodara aku ir" oke gue percaya2 aja kan. Dan tadi pas gue liat twitter sih jalang...ANJING AVATARNYA FOTO ITU! Jadi jadi jadi mereka udah balikan lagi gitu? Itukan udah lama banget dong? Anjir gue meras tertipu parah
Terus kan pas liat avatarnya gue shock sampe nganga lebay kan terus hp gue direbut sama kakak gue "ANJING APA APAAN NIH?" Kakak gua ngamuk wkwkkw terus gue ceritain kan terus dia bilang "gue mohon lo delete bbm dia! Gua gamau lagi liat lo deket2 sama dia! Anjing sampah!" Yaudah gue delete kan biar legaan dikit. Terus gue bilang ke syadza dan vania eh si syadza ikut2an emosi hahaha sabar ya sya gue aja ketawa ketawa doang
saking shocknya mau bilang apa T.T
Oh jadi itu ya dit alesan lo non aktifin fb? Mantan lo itu juga non aktifin fb. Jadi sebenernya status lo in a relationship ya? Kenapa sih lo tuh ga jujur aja? Fuck lo berdua monyet anjir kawin aja lo berdua! Udah deh lo gausah ngeyakinin kalo dia temen lo! Gue liat sih lo ngomong gue lo sama dia di twitter cuma cewek lo aja tuh yang make aku kamu wah jalangnya keliatan
Udah ah gue gamau lagi kenal kenal sama orang sejenis sama lo. Gue harap lo bisa dibales 2 kali lipat sama apa yang udah lo lakuin ke gue. Bukannya gue nyumpahin ya tapi gue pengen bikin lo sadar dan berubah jadi cowok yang baik kan lo udah dewasa. Gue kayak gini karena gue peduli sama lo, gue emang masih sayang sama lo mangkanya gue berdoa semoga lo diberi pelajaran. Gue pengeeeeen banget lo jadi cowok baik baik walaupun bukan sama gue. Gue pengen aja gitu ngeliat lo seneng gue juga seneng tapi ga gini caranya
toodles! ,
risha
Jumat, 02 Juli 2010
its over
gue memutuskan untuk pergi jauh jauh dari R. yaudah deh sebut aja ya Radit. gue ganyangka aja gue cuma jadi 'distraction' doang which is nyakitin banget. pertama ketauan kemaren jam 2 pagi. gue isneg buka2 formspring gue kan. ada pertanyaan dulu yang make acc radit. tapi diganti jadi nama mantannya. terus nama mantannya gue search di google. ada twitter kan. pas dibuka.....backgroundnya gambar vektor yang radit kasih ke dia. terus gue baca tweetnya ternyata mereka deket banget parah. gue ganyangka radit punya twitter soalnya dia ngaku ke gue gapunya.
gue baca tweetnya. ganyangka aku kamuan, sayang sayangan,jalan bareng, otpan, smsan, make panggilan khusus, segala macem deh. lebih lah daripada gue. temen ya dit? temen ga bakal kayak gitu. cewek itu ketauan banget kalo masih sayang sama radit. dan kayaknya radit juga masih sayang sama cewek itu.
bayangin dong gue nyeseknya kayak apa. diboongin terus terusan gapernah berenti. gue sampe gabisa tidur semaleman. pas tadi pagi gue sapa di bbm ga deli. gue sms baru dibales. pas gue introgasi dia ngakunya cuma temen? irasional banget kalo segitu tuh temen! dia gabisa banyangin kali ya sakitnya kayak apa.
sampe sekarang setiap gue baca tweetsnya bikin gue makin teriris. jujur gue udah terlalu sayang sama dia cuma gimana? apalagi tadi dia masang dp pergelangan tangan gue dengan tattoo "IRI" nama panjang dia :'( gue berusaha banget buat tegar, bangkit, dan tabah! tapi tetep belom bisa
mungkin doa gue terkabul. gue tiap malem selalu berdoa biar ditunjukkin dia serius apa engga. ternyata emang kebukti dia nyakitin gue doang. mungkin kalo betadine bisa nyembuhin sakit hati gue udah minum itu kali berbotol botol.
dari sini gue belajar. jangan pernah deh kenalan sama orang dari bbm. jangan pernah dimasukin ke hati, jangan pernah dengerin omongan manis yang ga terbukti. dari sini juga gue belajar, jangan terlalu menyayangi seseorang terlalu dalam. karena lo bakal tersesat dan susah nyari jalan keluar mskipun banyak titik terang. lo mau keluar tapi lo ragu memilih yang terbaik buat jalan yang bener. ngerti ga?
intinya gue mau bilang
Radit, gue terlalu sayang sama lo. cuma dengan ini gue gabakal balik buat sayang sama lo lagi, gue akan lakuin apapun demi ngelupain lo. tapi kalo lo deket sama mantan lo....ya gatau deh. lo ngejelk2in mantan lo ke gue tapi sekarang? ga kebukti bener. enough is enough. gue mau tinggal di kehidupan nyata. gue bakal bangkit dan suatu saat nanti gue bakal dapet seseorang yang lebih baik dan punya hati daripada lo. urusan tampang belakangan. semoga apa yang lo lempar ke gue bisa balik lagi ke lo layaknya boomerang. biar lo sadar, kayak apa rasanya jadi gue. bertahan 4 bulan buat sesuatu yang ga akan pernah ada. mempertahankan sesuatu yang cuma dalam bayang bayang.
dah, IRI!
toodles! ,
risha
gue baca tweetnya. ganyangka aku kamuan, sayang sayangan,jalan bareng, otpan, smsan, make panggilan khusus, segala macem deh. lebih lah daripada gue. temen ya dit? temen ga bakal kayak gitu. cewek itu ketauan banget kalo masih sayang sama radit. dan kayaknya radit juga masih sayang sama cewek itu.
bayangin dong gue nyeseknya kayak apa. diboongin terus terusan gapernah berenti. gue sampe gabisa tidur semaleman. pas tadi pagi gue sapa di bbm ga deli. gue sms baru dibales. pas gue introgasi dia ngakunya cuma temen? irasional banget kalo segitu tuh temen! dia gabisa banyangin kali ya sakitnya kayak apa.
sampe sekarang setiap gue baca tweetsnya bikin gue makin teriris. jujur gue udah terlalu sayang sama dia cuma gimana? apalagi tadi dia masang dp pergelangan tangan gue dengan tattoo "IRI" nama panjang dia :'( gue berusaha banget buat tegar, bangkit, dan tabah! tapi tetep belom bisa
mungkin doa gue terkabul. gue tiap malem selalu berdoa biar ditunjukkin dia serius apa engga. ternyata emang kebukti dia nyakitin gue doang. mungkin kalo betadine bisa nyembuhin sakit hati gue udah minum itu kali berbotol botol.
dari sini gue belajar. jangan pernah deh kenalan sama orang dari bbm. jangan pernah dimasukin ke hati, jangan pernah dengerin omongan manis yang ga terbukti. dari sini juga gue belajar, jangan terlalu menyayangi seseorang terlalu dalam. karena lo bakal tersesat dan susah nyari jalan keluar mskipun banyak titik terang. lo mau keluar tapi lo ragu memilih yang terbaik buat jalan yang bener. ngerti ga?
intinya gue mau bilang
Radit, gue terlalu sayang sama lo. cuma dengan ini gue gabakal balik buat sayang sama lo lagi, gue akan lakuin apapun demi ngelupain lo. tapi kalo lo deket sama mantan lo....ya gatau deh. lo ngejelk2in mantan lo ke gue tapi sekarang? ga kebukti bener. enough is enough. gue mau tinggal di kehidupan nyata. gue bakal bangkit dan suatu saat nanti gue bakal dapet seseorang yang lebih baik dan punya hati daripada lo. urusan tampang belakangan. semoga apa yang lo lempar ke gue bisa balik lagi ke lo layaknya boomerang. biar lo sadar, kayak apa rasanya jadi gue. bertahan 4 bulan buat sesuatu yang ga akan pernah ada. mempertahankan sesuatu yang cuma dalam bayang bayang.
dah, IRI!
toodles! ,
risha
Rabu, 30 Juni 2010
welcoming july and my weirdest dream o.O
Hey folks!
Semalem gue begadang boy jadi udah welkam lah ya sama bulan juli. Hmmm gue cuma berharap semoga bulan juli ini di sma 3 jakarta (sma gue yang baru) mosnya ga bikin bete. Bisa nahan emosi. Semoga gue bisa makin serius belajar di kelas. Semoga kakak kelas gantengnya sering lewat (ha...ha...HA!). Dan semoga lovelife gue semakin lancar deh :( soalnya gue udah males nunggu nunggu mulu terus kan katanya dia janji gitu mau jalan awas aja kalo sekali lagi gajadi! Udah deh gue tinggal aja abis kesel gila digantungin mulu udah 4 bulan oy! Gue takutnya ntar dia bisa suka2 lagi mentang2 gue bukan siapa siapanya dia haaaaaa gamau!!!!!! Egois
Terus ini tentang mimpi deh sekarang. Masa kan semalem gue mimpi indah campur random tapi berakhir na'as. Pertama kan gue ceritanya lagi jalan kan sama R cuma ceritanya dia make seragam putih abu2 sma sedangkan gue putih biru smp. Kita jalan sambil gandengan tangan gitu ke suatu tempat yang gue gatau ada dimana. Tapi disana banyak banget cewek2 cantik sma gitu jalan terus di depan gue sama R. Tapi gilirang ada cewek yang cantik banget dia ngelepas genggaman tangan gue terus jalan lebih cepet dan ngobrol2 sama cewek cantik itu. Jadi gue ditinggal sendirian di belakang. Tapi giliran ceweknya pergi dia balik lagi ke gue. Seneng sih sama R cuma....kenapa jadi gini? Ada yang bisa menafsirkan mimpi? Soalnya gue takut deja vu! Serius nih gue takut banget kayak gitu :(
toodles! ,
risha
Semalem gue begadang boy jadi udah welkam lah ya sama bulan juli. Hmmm gue cuma berharap semoga bulan juli ini di sma 3 jakarta (sma gue yang baru) mosnya ga bikin bete. Bisa nahan emosi. Semoga gue bisa makin serius belajar di kelas. Semoga kakak kelas gantengnya sering lewat (ha...ha...HA!). Dan semoga lovelife gue semakin lancar deh :( soalnya gue udah males nunggu nunggu mulu terus kan katanya dia janji gitu mau jalan awas aja kalo sekali lagi gajadi! Udah deh gue tinggal aja abis kesel gila digantungin mulu udah 4 bulan oy! Gue takutnya ntar dia bisa suka2 lagi mentang2 gue bukan siapa siapanya dia haaaaaa gamau!!!!!! Egois
Terus ini tentang mimpi deh sekarang. Masa kan semalem gue mimpi indah campur random tapi berakhir na'as. Pertama kan gue ceritanya lagi jalan kan sama R cuma ceritanya dia make seragam putih abu2 sma sedangkan gue putih biru smp. Kita jalan sambil gandengan tangan gitu ke suatu tempat yang gue gatau ada dimana. Tapi disana banyak banget cewek2 cantik sma gitu jalan terus di depan gue sama R. Tapi gilirang ada cewek yang cantik banget dia ngelepas genggaman tangan gue terus jalan lebih cepet dan ngobrol2 sama cewek cantik itu. Jadi gue ditinggal sendirian di belakang. Tapi giliran ceweknya pergi dia balik lagi ke gue. Seneng sih sama R cuma....kenapa jadi gini? Ada yang bisa menafsirkan mimpi? Soalnya gue takut deja vu! Serius nih gue takut banget kayak gitu :(
toodles! ,
risha
Senin, 28 Juni 2010
27 things i'd do IF you're my boyfriend
1. for God's sake, this time im gonna be faithful
2. wont be over protective
3. pinch your chubby cheek if you do something stupid
4. make you smile when you're down
5. put on a silly face, if you're way too serious
6. cherish every moment we've been through
7. stare at your eyes when we're talking
8. shake your hair
9. sing even if i cant
10.smile a lot
11.always try to make you laugh
12.text you every night to say "goodnight my dear, sleep tight!"
13.my hand will always find your hand
14.take a crazy pics
15.write "R" on my wrist every day
16.tell how much i love you every day
17.tell how much i'm gonna miss you every end of conversation
18.never wear too much make up, just natural
19.share all of my dreams and stories
20.never run out of love
21.battle dance with you, even tho you can dance better than me
22.believe on everything you do
23.appreciate you
24.make an apology when i did anything wrong
25.never let you down
26.always tell the truth, even if its ugly
27.love you just the way you are
why 27 things? why not 24? my favorite number?
nope
because 27 is date of his birthday so i think it's gonna be special
toodles! ,
risha
2. wont be over protective
3. pinch your chubby cheek if you do something stupid
4. make you smile when you're down
5. put on a silly face, if you're way too serious
6. cherish every moment we've been through
7. stare at your eyes when we're talking
8. shake your hair
9. sing even if i cant
10.smile a lot
11.always try to make you laugh
12.text you every night to say "goodnight my dear, sleep tight!"
13.my hand will always find your hand
14.take a crazy pics
15.write "R" on my wrist every day
16.tell how much i love you every day
17.tell how much i'm gonna miss you every end of conversation
18.never wear too much make up, just natural
19.share all of my dreams and stories
20.never run out of love
21.battle dance with you, even tho you can dance better than me
22.believe on everything you do
23.appreciate you
24.make an apology when i did anything wrong
25.never let you down
26.always tell the truth, even if its ugly
27.love you just the way you are
why 27 things? why not 24? my favorite number?
nope
because 27 is date of his birthday so i think it's gonna be special
toodles! ,
risha
Selasa, 22 Juni 2010
sekolah dan toys story 3
halo semuanya!
tadi dong gue sekolah ehe seneng deh bisa ketemu lagi sama temen temen GDZN, tadi kan di sekolah pada ngambil buku BT, foto farewell, sama foto wisuda gitu. dan foto gue...GA BANGET! gendut banget gue disitu sumpah cuma bisa bikin gue malu harus diet mati matian nih gue udah gembrot banget ga nahan!
terus kan tadi gue ngegaul di gading sama vicky inong hanim dito kan rencananya kita mau notnon toys story 3 kan, berhubung film dimulainya baru jam 16.20 yaudah kita muter muter dulu aja. terus gue ke foodhall dulu mau beli minum, tadinya sih mau redbull cuma kok ga napsu ya -_- and and and akhirnya pilihan jatuh kepada minuman kola australia! enak deh soda soda gitu cuma botolnya aja yang kayak botol beer jadi kesannya gue tuh kewl abitch B)
terus pas filmnya mulai udah kan tuh kita duduk duduk dulu notnon film pendek ga jelas gitu. terus kan gue mau minum, eh botolnya susssaaaaah banget dibukanya. jadi gue cengo dulu baru deh inong yang paling perkasa bisa bukainnya, unyuuu. terus udah kan pas nonton agak ngakak dulu apalagi pas ada kata kata "terimakasih ken si pria berpakaian necis" hahaha NECIS! kenapa harus necis? terus gitu deh seru pokoknya lo nonton aja
udah ah gatau lagi ngomong apa, hmmmm
toodles! ,
risha
tadi dong gue sekolah ehe seneng deh bisa ketemu lagi sama temen temen GDZN, tadi kan di sekolah pada ngambil buku BT, foto farewell, sama foto wisuda gitu. dan foto gue...GA BANGET! gendut banget gue disitu sumpah cuma bisa bikin gue malu harus diet mati matian nih gue udah gembrot banget ga nahan!
terus kan tadi gue ngegaul di gading sama vicky inong hanim dito kan rencananya kita mau notnon toys story 3 kan, berhubung film dimulainya baru jam 16.20 yaudah kita muter muter dulu aja. terus gue ke foodhall dulu mau beli minum, tadinya sih mau redbull cuma kok ga napsu ya -_- and and and akhirnya pilihan jatuh kepada minuman kola australia! enak deh soda soda gitu cuma botolnya aja yang kayak botol beer jadi kesannya gue tuh kewl abitch B)
terus pas filmnya mulai udah kan tuh kita duduk duduk dulu notnon film pendek ga jelas gitu. terus kan gue mau minum, eh botolnya susssaaaaah banget dibukanya. jadi gue cengo dulu baru deh inong yang paling perkasa bisa bukainnya, unyuuu. terus udah kan pas nonton agak ngakak dulu apalagi pas ada kata kata "terimakasih ken si pria berpakaian necis" hahaha NECIS! kenapa harus necis? terus gitu deh seru pokoknya lo nonton aja
udah ah gatau lagi ngomong apa, hmmmm
toodles! ,
risha
Kamis, 17 Juni 2010
Each Tear - Mary J Blige
There’s something that I want to say,
But I feel like don’t know how.
Still I just can’t hold it one more day,
So I think I let it out.
You’re on my mind more than I may sure
You’re in my heart more than you may know
And the last thing that I want,
Is to you to fall apart.
To you I will be clearer,
I want you to remember.
In each tear
there’s a lesson, (there’s a lesson)
Make you wiser than before ( wiser)
Makes you stronger than you know (stronger)
In each tear (each tear)
Bring you closer to your dreams
No mistake, no heartbreak
Can take away what your meant to be
We can’t change the things,
That we done that’s in the past.
But fighting won’t get us anyway.
So if you want, Here’s my hand
Every night there is one thing I do
I bow my head and pray for you (pray for you)
And the last thing that I want,
Is for you to fall apart
To you I will be clearer
I want you to remember
In each tear
there’s a lesson, (there’s a lesson)
Makes you wiser than before (wiser)
Makes you stronger than you know (stronger)
In each tear (each tear)
Bring you closer to your dreams
No mistake, no heartbreak
Can take away what your meant to be
Your much more than a struggle that you go trough
From nine till five I open things so let it go
You’ re not a victim, your more like a winner
And you’re not defeat you’ re more like a queen
In each tear
there’s a lesson,
Makes you wiser than before
Makes you stronger than you know (stronger than you know)
In each tear ( in each tear)
Bring you closer to your dreams
No mistake, no heartbreak
Can take away what your meant to be
In each tear (each tear)
there’s a lesson, (there’s a lesson)
Makes you wiser than before (wiser)
Makes you stronger than you know
In each tear ( Make you so much broke )
Bring you closer to your dreams
No mistake, no heartbreak
Can take away what your meant to be
No no we can’t be held out
No no oh noo I I I can’t held out
You you you can’t be held out
We we we can’t be held out
Love
It makes you so much stronger (stronger)
It makes you so much wiser (wiser)
In each tear (in each tear)
And You so close to your dreams and no dreams
No mistake, no heartbreak can’t take away you’re meant to be
toodles! ,
risha
But I feel like don’t know how.
Still I just can’t hold it one more day,
So I think I let it out.
You’re on my mind more than I may sure
You’re in my heart more than you may know
And the last thing that I want,
Is to you to fall apart.
To you I will be clearer,
I want you to remember.
In each tear
there’s a lesson, (there’s a lesson)
Make you wiser than before ( wiser)
Makes you stronger than you know (stronger)
In each tear (each tear)
Bring you closer to your dreams
No mistake, no heartbreak
Can take away what your meant to be
We can’t change the things,
That we done that’s in the past.
But fighting won’t get us anyway.
So if you want, Here’s my hand
Every night there is one thing I do
I bow my head and pray for you (pray for you)
And the last thing that I want,
Is for you to fall apart
To you I will be clearer
I want you to remember
In each tear
there’s a lesson, (there’s a lesson)
Makes you wiser than before (wiser)
Makes you stronger than you know (stronger)
In each tear (each tear)
Bring you closer to your dreams
No mistake, no heartbreak
Can take away what your meant to be
Your much more than a struggle that you go trough
From nine till five I open things so let it go
You’ re not a victim, your more like a winner
And you’re not defeat you’ re more like a queen
In each tear
there’s a lesson,
Makes you wiser than before
Makes you stronger than you know (stronger than you know)
In each tear ( in each tear)
Bring you closer to your dreams
No mistake, no heartbreak
Can take away what your meant to be
In each tear (each tear)
there’s a lesson, (there’s a lesson)
Makes you wiser than before (wiser)
Makes you stronger than you know
In each tear ( Make you so much broke )
Bring you closer to your dreams
No mistake, no heartbreak
Can take away what your meant to be
No no we can’t be held out
No no oh noo I I I can’t held out
You you you can’t be held out
We we we can’t be held out
Love
It makes you so much stronger (stronger)
It makes you so much wiser (wiser)
In each tear (in each tear)
And You so close to your dreams and no dreams
No mistake, no heartbreak can’t take away you’re meant to be
toodles! ,
risha
Minggu, 13 Juni 2010
aku......MINDER
Hey guys whassup?
Gue mau cerita tentang kehebohan diri gue dan gue mengaku kalo gue itu stalker dan dengan berat hati gue mengaku kalo gue orangnya cemburuan dan pengecut. Bisa dibilang gue mendekati sampah....oh tunggu, gue EMANG sampah
Pertama oke lo tau lah ya gue lagi deket sama R. The bad news is gue udah tau 3 dari sekian mantan2nya yang bejibun itu. Daan setelah gue teliti (gue stalker sejati) gue dapet 3 nama mantan2nya yang *ehem* CANTIK SEMUA (brb kecewa)
Kalo yang pertama (sebut saja E) oke si R udah lama pernah curhat tentang E yang masya Allah over protective banget kayak seorang ibu ibu kelas atas yang melarang anaknya salah gaul. Contact cewek dihapus, gaboleh trima telfon cewek, hp harus ceweknya yang megang, semua job fotografi dan modelnya disuruh ditolak! Parah banget. Dan kabarnya, mereka pasangan putus nyambung 2,5 tahun *GULP* dan putus hampir satu tahun yang lalu
Yang bulan lalu gue ketahui namanya K, dia ini lebih tua daripada si R (belakangan ini gue sadar, mantan R rata rata lebih tua daripada umurnya!) Makin minder karena gue jaug dari tipe dan sepertinya gue cewek paling muda T.T menyedihkan. Oiya gue tau ini cewek karena R pernah cerita ini cewek nyanyi lagu never again pas mereka putus dan si R pas ngeliat video ini di youtube hampir nangis dan setelah gue search di youtube ketemu dan pas gue buka fbnya....cantik sodara sodara + suaranya bagus. Oke makin minder lagi
Nah yang baru aja gue ketahui sekarang adalah....FINALIS GOGIRL 2010! Liat aja nomer 20 kan gogirl gue ilang terus gue minta tolong vania liatin. Terus namanya si D nah dia gada fb cuma punya twitter. Pas gue liat avatarnya....CANTIK BANGET! Tai gue makin minder parah,badannya bagus, 164cm 49 kg tahun 93 T.T seumuran kakak gue ya Allah gue mah gada apa apanya dibanding cewek ini
Dan sekarang gue ngepost dari hp, jadi ngetik tangan gue agak gemeteran (lebay parah) cuma gue pengen jujur aja disini. Gue pengen sharing aja apa yang gue rasain kepada orang orang yang udah baca blog gue. Gue makasih banget lo semua udah baca sampah sampah gue
Gue berpikiran....apa gue ngundurin diri aja ya? Pertama... Gue udah ga sesuai kriteria cewek dia banget, rambut panjang (sekarang rambut gue pendek), kulit hitam eksotis (gue hitam buluk), mukanya manis (gue kayak pengemis), dan dia suka cewek big boobs (gue kayak papan selancar)
Kok miris banget ya? Kok dia bisa naksir ya sama gue? (JIAH PEDE) eh tapi serius....apa kelebihan gue dibanding mereka? Apa yang dia liat dari gue? Apa yang bisa buat dia jatuh cinta? Apa yang membuat cowok yang susah-mampus-jatuh-cinta kayak dia bisa milih gue? Sedangkan gebetan gue yang dulu muak banget sama gue, padahal sifat mereka sama persis! Apa yang dia liat perbedaan gue dengan cewek cewek lain?
Minder....cemburu....takut...tuhkan ah jadi kepikiran! Kalo minder dan cemburu lo tau kan alesannya kenapa. Kalo takut? Oke mungkin menurut lo "apa sih si risha, sok puitis anjir menjijikan hoeeeek najis kepedean iyalah lo kayak babu" segala macem. Tapi gue cuma satu nih ketakutan gue sama dia.
Gue takut kehilangan dia.
toodles! ,
risha
Gue mau cerita tentang kehebohan diri gue dan gue mengaku kalo gue itu stalker dan dengan berat hati gue mengaku kalo gue orangnya cemburuan dan pengecut. Bisa dibilang gue mendekati sampah....oh tunggu, gue EMANG sampah
Pertama oke lo tau lah ya gue lagi deket sama R. The bad news is gue udah tau 3 dari sekian mantan2nya yang bejibun itu. Daan setelah gue teliti (gue stalker sejati) gue dapet 3 nama mantan2nya yang *ehem* CANTIK SEMUA (brb kecewa)
Kalo yang pertama (sebut saja E) oke si R udah lama pernah curhat tentang E yang masya Allah over protective banget kayak seorang ibu ibu kelas atas yang melarang anaknya salah gaul. Contact cewek dihapus, gaboleh trima telfon cewek, hp harus ceweknya yang megang, semua job fotografi dan modelnya disuruh ditolak! Parah banget. Dan kabarnya, mereka pasangan putus nyambung 2,5 tahun *GULP* dan putus hampir satu tahun yang lalu
Yang bulan lalu gue ketahui namanya K, dia ini lebih tua daripada si R (belakangan ini gue sadar, mantan R rata rata lebih tua daripada umurnya!) Makin minder karena gue jaug dari tipe dan sepertinya gue cewek paling muda T.T menyedihkan. Oiya gue tau ini cewek karena R pernah cerita ini cewek nyanyi lagu never again pas mereka putus dan si R pas ngeliat video ini di youtube hampir nangis dan setelah gue search di youtube ketemu dan pas gue buka fbnya....cantik sodara sodara + suaranya bagus. Oke makin minder lagi
Nah yang baru aja gue ketahui sekarang adalah....FINALIS GOGIRL 2010! Liat aja nomer 20 kan gogirl gue ilang terus gue minta tolong vania liatin. Terus namanya si D nah dia gada fb cuma punya twitter. Pas gue liat avatarnya....CANTIK BANGET! Tai gue makin minder parah,badannya bagus, 164cm 49 kg tahun 93 T.T seumuran kakak gue ya Allah gue mah gada apa apanya dibanding cewek ini
Dan sekarang gue ngepost dari hp, jadi ngetik tangan gue agak gemeteran (lebay parah) cuma gue pengen jujur aja disini. Gue pengen sharing aja apa yang gue rasain kepada orang orang yang udah baca blog gue. Gue makasih banget lo semua udah baca sampah sampah gue
Gue berpikiran....apa gue ngundurin diri aja ya? Pertama... Gue udah ga sesuai kriteria cewek dia banget, rambut panjang (sekarang rambut gue pendek), kulit hitam eksotis (gue hitam buluk), mukanya manis (gue kayak pengemis), dan dia suka cewek big boobs (gue kayak papan selancar)
Kok miris banget ya? Kok dia bisa naksir ya sama gue? (JIAH PEDE) eh tapi serius....apa kelebihan gue dibanding mereka? Apa yang dia liat dari gue? Apa yang bisa buat dia jatuh cinta? Apa yang membuat cowok yang susah-mampus-jatuh-cinta kayak dia bisa milih gue? Sedangkan gebetan gue yang dulu muak banget sama gue, padahal sifat mereka sama persis! Apa yang dia liat perbedaan gue dengan cewek cewek lain?
Minder....cemburu....takut...tuhkan ah jadi kepikiran! Kalo minder dan cemburu lo tau kan alesannya kenapa. Kalo takut? Oke mungkin menurut lo "apa sih si risha, sok puitis anjir menjijikan hoeeeek najis kepedean iyalah lo kayak babu" segala macem. Tapi gue cuma satu nih ketakutan gue sama dia.
Gue takut kehilangan dia.
toodles! ,
risha
Jumat, 11 Juni 2010
lets here what @RelationForUs says
LAHIR SENIN: periang, memiliki rasa humor yang tinggi, suka berbuat sesuatu yang menyenangkan orang lain
LAHIR BULAN JULI: suka menghayal, pandai bicara dan berotak cerdas, suka menolong sesama
#warnakesukaan KUNING: optimis, periang, senang bergaul, berjiwa sosial
R: membutuhkan seseorang yang dapat sesuai dengan kamu, tidak menunjukan perasaan cinta dengan jujur
PHEONIX (25 juni-24 JULI): optimis, berfikiran positif, mudah beradaptasi, tidak suka keramaian, suka menyendiri
SHIO BABI: teman yang baik, orang yang pinta dengan kebutuhan yang kuat untuk mencapai apapun, toleran dan jujur
LEO: gaya kalian memang unik, itu yang membuat orang-orang merasa beda di dekat kalian
#yangpalingbisadipercaya golongan darah A karena konsisten dan taat hukum
#temanyangdisukai GOL A: tepat waktu dan bertanggung jawab
Kenapa ya agak membuat gue ge-er? Tapi emang sih ada yang bener juga tapi menurut lo gue orangnya gitu ga ya?
toodles! ,
risha
LAHIR BULAN JULI: suka menghayal, pandai bicara dan berotak cerdas, suka menolong sesama
#warnakesukaan KUNING: optimis, periang, senang bergaul, berjiwa sosial
R: membutuhkan seseorang yang dapat sesuai dengan kamu, tidak menunjukan perasaan cinta dengan jujur
PHEONIX (25 juni-24 JULI): optimis, berfikiran positif, mudah beradaptasi, tidak suka keramaian, suka menyendiri
SHIO BABI: teman yang baik, orang yang pinta dengan kebutuhan yang kuat untuk mencapai apapun, toleran dan jujur
LEO: gaya kalian memang unik, itu yang membuat orang-orang merasa beda di dekat kalian
#yangpalingbisadipercaya golongan darah A karena konsisten dan taat hukum
#temanyangdisukai GOL A: tepat waktu dan bertanggung jawab
Kenapa ya agak membuat gue ge-er? Tapi emang sih ada yang bener juga tapi menurut lo gue orangnya gitu ga ya?
toodles! ,
risha
Kamis, 10 Juni 2010
old song, but i still love it!
(Best I Ever Had - Drake)
You know a lot of girls be thinkin' my songs are about them
This is not to get confused, this one's for you
Baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it
'Cause she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up
She make me beg for it till she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time
I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had, I say you the fucking
Know you got a roommate, call me when it's no one there
Put the key under the mat, and you know I'll be over there
I'll be over there, shawty, I'll be over there
I'll be hitting all the spots that you ain't even know was there
Ha and you all ain't even have to ask twice
You can have my heart or we can share it like the last slice
Always felt like you was so accustomed to the fast life
Have a nigga thinking that he met you in a past life
Sweat pants, hair tied, chillin' with no make-up on
That's when you're the prettiest, I hope that you don't take it wrong
You don't even trip when friends say you ain't bringin' Drake along
You know that I'm working, I'll be there soon as I make it home
And she a patient in my waiting room
Never pay attention to them rumors and what they assume
And until them girls prove it
I'm the one they never get confused with
'Cause baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it
'Cause she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up
She make me beg for it till she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time
I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had, I say you the fucking
Sex, love, pain, baby, I be on that tank shit
Buzz so big, I could probably sell a blank disk
When my album drop, bitches will buy it for the picture
And niggas will buy it too and claim they got it for they sister
Magazine, paper, girl, but money ain't the issue
They bring dinner to my room and ask me to initial
She call me the referee 'cause I be so official
My shirt ain't got no stripes but I can make your pussy whistle
Like the Andy Griffith theme song
And who told you to put them jeans on
Double cup love, you the one I lean on
Feeling for a fix then you should really get your fiend on
Yeah, just know my condo is the crack spot
Every single show she out there reppin' like a mascot
Get it from the back and make your fucking bra strap pop
All up in yo slot until the nigga hit the jackpot
Baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it
'Cause she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up
She make me beg for it till she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time
I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had
I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had
Uh, uh yeah, see this the type of joint
You got to dedicate to somebody
Just make sure they that special somebody
Young Money
Ya, ya, you know who you are, I got you
toodles! ,
risha
You know a lot of girls be thinkin' my songs are about them
This is not to get confused, this one's for you
Baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it
'Cause she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up
She make me beg for it till she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time
I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had, I say you the fucking
Know you got a roommate, call me when it's no one there
Put the key under the mat, and you know I'll be over there
I'll be over there, shawty, I'll be over there
I'll be hitting all the spots that you ain't even know was there
Ha and you all ain't even have to ask twice
You can have my heart or we can share it like the last slice
Always felt like you was so accustomed to the fast life
Have a nigga thinking that he met you in a past life
Sweat pants, hair tied, chillin' with no make-up on
That's when you're the prettiest, I hope that you don't take it wrong
You don't even trip when friends say you ain't bringin' Drake along
You know that I'm working, I'll be there soon as I make it home
And she a patient in my waiting room
Never pay attention to them rumors and what they assume
And until them girls prove it
I'm the one they never get confused with
'Cause baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it
'Cause she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up
She make me beg for it till she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time
I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had, I say you the fucking
Sex, love, pain, baby, I be on that tank shit
Buzz so big, I could probably sell a blank disk
When my album drop, bitches will buy it for the picture
And niggas will buy it too and claim they got it for they sister
Magazine, paper, girl, but money ain't the issue
They bring dinner to my room and ask me to initial
She call me the referee 'cause I be so official
My shirt ain't got no stripes but I can make your pussy whistle
Like the Andy Griffith theme song
And who told you to put them jeans on
Double cup love, you the one I lean on
Feeling for a fix then you should really get your fiend on
Yeah, just know my condo is the crack spot
Every single show she out there reppin' like a mascot
Get it from the back and make your fucking bra strap pop
All up in yo slot until the nigga hit the jackpot
Baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it
'Cause she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up
She make me beg for it till she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time
I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had
I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had
Uh, uh yeah, see this the type of joint
You got to dedicate to somebody
Just make sure they that special somebody
Young Money
Ya, ya, you know who you are, I got you
toodles! ,
risha
Rabu, 02 Juni 2010
cie curhat
alah bingung gue mau ngasih judulnya apaan hmmm ga penting kan ya? yaudah skip. masa masa masa tadi semaleman gue ga tidur (bangga) sumpah ga ngantuk sama sekali dari kamar aja gue denger nyokap gue sahur, ngitungin bolak balik kamar mandi, denger suara azan, aduh berasa malaikat deh gue ga tidur (najis ini norak banget)
eh eh malem ini bb gue balik loh n.n TAPI.....ini ada tapinya ya
1)bb gue masih garansi, jadi ganti UTUH dan tipe SAMA
2)ganti pin (ini agak mengiris hati) soalnya di belakang pin gue ada terselip nama gebetan gue dulu ehe heh norak
3)CONTACT ILANG! ini yang paling penting soalnyaaaaa ada nomer dylan, cuma itu satu satunya cara buat gue bisa berhubungan. udah ilang. wassalam. jangan harap bertemu kembali T.T
4) NOTES ILANG! ini lebih nyesek puruh, masalahnya banyak chatlog, ADA CHATLOG SAMA ADIT INSOMNIA YANG PANJANGNYA NAUJUBILE, ada ada PUISI! oke yang pusisi gue ga nulis ya tapi kan si you know who ngasih ke gue huhu ilang deh, maaf ya :( ada 2 sih satu gue hafal satu kagak heheh oke gapenting
ah bete tapi sekaligus seneng akhirnya setelah 1,5 minggu penantin bb gue kembali ke genggaman n.n ini gue apa apaan deh make emoticon --> n.n mulu dari kemaren wkwkw abis kocak aja n itu matanya kayak seneng banget trus mulunya mengkrucut.....oke sha ga lucu
dan sekarang liburan ini kenapa ya gue merasa gada perubahan? ya muka sama rambut sih berubah ---> ada bekas luka + RAMBUT EMOH! YOU RAWKKKK \m/ oke e-nuff tapi perutku ini loh, kalo bediri biasa sih rata tapi kalo duduk...ga jamin deh gue. padahal udah nyoba olahraga kecil, ga ngemil, makan besar cuma 1 kali sehari lainnya makan seiprit, minum ampe 5 pitcher sendiri tapi sama aja tuh. kasian ya gue perut karet makan dikit langsung melar. ya mending melarnya di tete nah ini di pantat! suatu tempat yang tidak pernah gue harapkan. karena....ga imbang dong gedean pantat tapi tete gue tepos??? oke cukup frontal menyebutkan anggota tubuh disini tapikan ceritanya mau curhat
mhhh mhhh mhh mhhh apa apaan kayak orang ngeden, gue mau ngapain ya sekarang? hmm bingung. ah sumpah gue pengen liburan kek tapi ke PANTAI ya plisplisss pasti di bali banyak bule aussie soalnya disana kan winter pasti mau tanning disini n.n tuhkan emoticonnya ah ayolah kita ke bali. gue sih pengennya geng cabul ke bali, terus gausah tanning juga udah gosong kwkwkw miris sekaleh. okelah cukup untuk curcolnya
toodles! ,
risha
eh eh malem ini bb gue balik loh n.n TAPI.....ini ada tapinya ya
1)bb gue masih garansi, jadi ganti UTUH dan tipe SAMA
2)ganti pin (ini agak mengiris hati) soalnya di belakang pin gue ada terselip nama gebetan gue dulu ehe heh norak
3)CONTACT ILANG! ini yang paling penting soalnyaaaaa ada nomer dylan, cuma itu satu satunya cara buat gue bisa berhubungan. udah ilang. wassalam. jangan harap bertemu kembali T.T
4) NOTES ILANG! ini lebih nyesek puruh, masalahnya banyak chatlog, ADA CHATLOG SAMA ADIT INSOMNIA YANG PANJANGNYA NAUJUBILE, ada ada PUISI! oke yang pusisi gue ga nulis ya tapi kan si you know who ngasih ke gue huhu ilang deh, maaf ya :( ada 2 sih satu gue hafal satu kagak heheh oke gapenting
ah bete tapi sekaligus seneng akhirnya setelah 1,5 minggu penantin bb gue kembali ke genggaman n.n ini gue apa apaan deh make emoticon --> n.n mulu dari kemaren wkwkw abis kocak aja n itu matanya kayak seneng banget trus mulunya mengkrucut.....oke sha ga lucu
dan sekarang liburan ini kenapa ya gue merasa gada perubahan? ya muka sama rambut sih berubah ---> ada bekas luka + RAMBUT EMOH! YOU RAWKKKK \m/ oke e-nuff tapi perutku ini loh, kalo bediri biasa sih rata tapi kalo duduk...ga jamin deh gue. padahal udah nyoba olahraga kecil, ga ngemil, makan besar cuma 1 kali sehari lainnya makan seiprit, minum ampe 5 pitcher sendiri tapi sama aja tuh. kasian ya gue perut karet makan dikit langsung melar. ya mending melarnya di tete nah ini di pantat! suatu tempat yang tidak pernah gue harapkan. karena....ga imbang dong gedean pantat tapi tete gue tepos??? oke cukup frontal menyebutkan anggota tubuh disini tapikan ceritanya mau curhat
mhhh mhhh mhh mhhh apa apaan kayak orang ngeden, gue mau ngapain ya sekarang? hmm bingung. ah sumpah gue pengen liburan kek tapi ke PANTAI ya plisplisss pasti di bali banyak bule aussie soalnya disana kan winter pasti mau tanning disini n.n tuhkan emoticonnya ah ayolah kita ke bali. gue sih pengennya geng cabul ke bali, terus gausah tanning juga udah gosong kwkwkw miris sekaleh. okelah cukup untuk curcolnya
toodles! ,
risha
Minggu, 30 Mei 2010
"Love needs patience, time, effort, and trust each other .. but from all the definition of love is that if you dared to love someone, then you also have to be brave and ready to lose that person even if it hurts but it is the most precious moments for you because you could see the person you love smile broadly, even tho s/he's not with you" - Irisha Dwi Karima
Sabtu, 29 Mei 2010
sorry
i made a mistake. a BIG mistake. and he said this on my sister's bbm...
"go ahead and say goodbye, i'll be alright. go ahead and make me cry, i'll be alright. and when you need a place to run to..for better for worse, i got you" -leona lewis
"kes, kasih itu ke adek lo ya"
"sumpah demi Allah swt kes gue ga mainin adek lo"
"dia minta gue buat menjauh, tapi gue gabisa kes. bener bener gabisa"
hmmmmmmm i'm so sorry! sumpah maksud gue tuh bukan gituuuuu aduh salah paham mulu nih :(
toodles! ,
risha
"go ahead and say goodbye, i'll be alright. go ahead and make me cry, i'll be alright. and when you need a place to run to..for better for worse, i got you" -leona lewis
"kes, kasih itu ke adek lo ya"
"sumpah demi Allah swt kes gue ga mainin adek lo"
"dia minta gue buat menjauh, tapi gue gabisa kes. bener bener gabisa"
hmmmmmmm i'm so sorry! sumpah maksud gue tuh bukan gituuuuu aduh salah paham mulu nih :(
toodles! ,
risha
Kamis, 27 Mei 2010
sorry hannah!
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: Hannah, 17, female, UK and you are?
You: Jake, 18, male, usa
Stranger: nice to meet you Jake
Stranger: which part of the US are you from?
You: nice to meet you too Hannah
You: los angeles
You: you?
Stranger: wow well you are the first person to on here who's been from LA
You: haha really? awesome then
Stranger: I'm originally from Edinburgh but live in London
You: oh i see then
You: what time is it there?
Stranger: 19;25
You: pm?
Stranger: yup
You: wow
Stranger: how about where you are
Stranger: noon?
You: its 12:36 here
Stranger: lucky you - you've still got the whole day ahead of you
Stranger: :)
You: haha yea, but its boring tho
You: i wish its night
Stranger: how come
You: i dunno, i just like a silent night
Stranger: don't you just love that time of day when you are just about to go to sleep and you are lying in bed just thinking about random stuff?
Stranger: its the best time of the day
You: hahah yep
You: but this days reminds me of someone
Stranger: ah who>
Stranger: ?
You: my ex :(
You: sorry
Stranger: aw dear
Stranger: sorry to hear
You: thats okay
You: and thats one of the reasons i dont like days
You: just a silent night, where there's a peaceful place in my whole life trying to forget about her
Stranger: yeah well that's the best thing to do - talking from experience I like walking outside in the dark especially on cool evenings when you feel totally alone and there's enough room to just think
Stranger: and forget
You: yea thats true
You: but i cant get her out of my mind
Stranger: how recently ago did you break up?
You: i mean, ive never been like this. i used to be a player but when im with her, felt like i was bend on my knee
You: 5 months
Stranger: wow she seemed to have a big impact on you
You: yea she is
Stranger: what went wrong? (if you don't mind me asking)
You: there's a bitch who told her that i made her pregnant, and my gf believed her
You: because she knew that i was a player
You: but she didnt knew that i was change because of her
Stranger: did you tell her that?
You: yea, i tried to call her but she didnt wanna talk to me anymore
Stranger: ah well i guess there's nothing much you can do
Stranger: just try and do something to occupy your mind
Stranger: do you play sports or like music/?
You: yea i guess
You: yep, i like sports and music
Stranger: well just immerge yourself in those for a while until it gets less and less difficult to think about her
You: yea i guess, hey how about i fly to her house?
Stranger: what do you mean 'fly to her house'
You: she's uhm... we live in a different country
Stranger: oh wow
Stranger: where does she live??
You: indonesia
You: well shes indonesian, but she lived here once
Stranger: well i can see how its difficult for you then
Stranger: maybe you should speak to a counsellor or something
You: yea maybe i should
Stranger: i dunno i'm no good with this kind of stuff
You: or should i find a new one?
Stranger: well i though you wanted to eradiacte your player image
Stranger: but you did say it's been 5 monthsd
You: yea
You: well i dated 5 girls after we broke up
You: but its not working
Stranger: maybe you should just have a break from girls for a while
Stranger: until you are ready to fully devote yourself to another meaningful relationship
Stranger: b/c it's not fair on the girl if you are constantly thinking about your ex
You: yea youre totally right
You: so i might be single for a very long time
Stranger: well you never know
You: yea
Stranger: the first few months are the worst
Stranger: i'm sure after a few more
Stranger: maybe a summer romance is on the cards?
You: great idea!
You: okay maybe ill send her a postcard
You: or, should i buy a ticket to indonesia?
Stranger: before you do anything rash
Stranger: and if you really want to contact her
Stranger: send her a handwritten letter explaining everything
Stranger: its the best method of expressing yourslef
You: hmmm okay then
You: thanks for everything
Stranger: and then if you dont hear anything just drop it
Stranger: cos thats all you can do
You: yea i should, oh god
You: wish me luck
Stranger: good luck!
Stranger: i'll be thinking about you
You: thanks :)
Stranger: hope everything goes well
You: thank you very much
Stranger: no probs
Stranger: bye xx
You: byee
sorry hannah! masa kata dito gue feelnya ngena banget kayak bule asli! wkwkwk katanya dia juga bakal ketipu kali hmm hmm jago kan?
toodles! ,
risha
Stranger: Hannah, 17, female, UK and you are?
You: Jake, 18, male, usa
Stranger: nice to meet you Jake
Stranger: which part of the US are you from?
You: nice to meet you too Hannah
You: los angeles
You: you?
Stranger: wow well you are the first person to on here who's been from LA
You: haha really? awesome then
Stranger: I'm originally from Edinburgh but live in London
You: oh i see then
You: what time is it there?
Stranger: 19;25
You: pm?
Stranger: yup
You: wow
Stranger: how about where you are
Stranger: noon?
You: its 12:36 here
Stranger: lucky you - you've still got the whole day ahead of you
Stranger: :)
You: haha yea, but its boring tho
You: i wish its night
Stranger: how come
You: i dunno, i just like a silent night
Stranger: don't you just love that time of day when you are just about to go to sleep and you are lying in bed just thinking about random stuff?
Stranger: its the best time of the day
You: hahah yep
You: but this days reminds me of someone
Stranger: ah who>
Stranger: ?
You: my ex :(
You: sorry
Stranger: aw dear
Stranger: sorry to hear
You: thats okay
You: and thats one of the reasons i dont like days
You: just a silent night, where there's a peaceful place in my whole life trying to forget about her
Stranger: yeah well that's the best thing to do - talking from experience I like walking outside in the dark especially on cool evenings when you feel totally alone and there's enough room to just think
Stranger: and forget
You: yea thats true
You: but i cant get her out of my mind
Stranger: how recently ago did you break up?
You: i mean, ive never been like this. i used to be a player but when im with her, felt like i was bend on my knee
You: 5 months
Stranger: wow she seemed to have a big impact on you
You: yea she is
Stranger: what went wrong? (if you don't mind me asking)
You: there's a bitch who told her that i made her pregnant, and my gf believed her
You: because she knew that i was a player
You: but she didnt knew that i was change because of her
Stranger: did you tell her that?
You: yea, i tried to call her but she didnt wanna talk to me anymore
Stranger: ah well i guess there's nothing much you can do
Stranger: just try and do something to occupy your mind
Stranger: do you play sports or like music/?
You: yea i guess
You: yep, i like sports and music
Stranger: well just immerge yourself in those for a while until it gets less and less difficult to think about her
You: yea i guess, hey how about i fly to her house?
Stranger: what do you mean 'fly to her house'
You: she's uhm... we live in a different country
Stranger: oh wow
Stranger: where does she live??
You: indonesia
You: well shes indonesian, but she lived here once
Stranger: well i can see how its difficult for you then
Stranger: maybe you should speak to a counsellor or something
You: yea maybe i should
Stranger: i dunno i'm no good with this kind of stuff
You: or should i find a new one?
Stranger: well i though you wanted to eradiacte your player image
Stranger: but you did say it's been 5 monthsd
You: yea
You: well i dated 5 girls after we broke up
You: but its not working
Stranger: maybe you should just have a break from girls for a while
Stranger: until you are ready to fully devote yourself to another meaningful relationship
Stranger: b/c it's not fair on the girl if you are constantly thinking about your ex
You: yea youre totally right
You: so i might be single for a very long time
Stranger: well you never know
You: yea
Stranger: the first few months are the worst
Stranger: i'm sure after a few more
Stranger: maybe a summer romance is on the cards?
You: great idea!
You: okay maybe ill send her a postcard
You: or, should i buy a ticket to indonesia?
Stranger: before you do anything rash
Stranger: and if you really want to contact her
Stranger: send her a handwritten letter explaining everything
Stranger: its the best method of expressing yourslef
You: hmmm okay then
You: thanks for everything
Stranger: and then if you dont hear anything just drop it
Stranger: cos thats all you can do
You: yea i should, oh god
You: wish me luck
Stranger: good luck!
Stranger: i'll be thinking about you
You: thanks :)
Stranger: hope everything goes well
You: thank you very much
Stranger: no probs
Stranger: bye xx
You: byee
sorry hannah! masa kata dito gue feelnya ngena banget kayak bule asli! wkwkwk katanya dia juga bakal ketipu kali hmm hmm jago kan?
toodles! ,
risha
Minggu, 23 Mei 2010
graduation...YEAY
today is our graduation's day, and it was amazing :D finally i graduate from my beloved labschool junior high! and yea im gonna miss my #16 GEESDRIFTZESTIEN! i still remember those amazing memories we've been through together :') oh shit i'll miss you soooo damn much guys, and especially...
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oke males sok inggris -_-
gue ga mau ngasih tau ah siapa orangnya cuma mungkin sebagian besar lo semua pada tau sih siapa orangnya. oke gue dulu pernah suka sama dia sekitar hmm 1 tahun sih. walaupun gue jadian sama orang lain tapi adalah dia nyantol dipikiran gue walaupun cukup berkurang. gue tau kok kalo dia tau gue suka banget sama dia, tapi sayangnya cinta gue bertepuk sebelah tangan JENG JEEEEEEEENG CINTA DITOLAK DUKUN BERTINDAK! okay ga gitu.
cuma ya gitu semenjak kelas 9, mungkin karena suatu hal yang bikin gue ilfeel gue agak berkurang rasa suka ke dia jadi gue udah yayaya whatever lah ya ke dia. cuma sekarang gue udah lulus, gue jadi kepikiran dia lagi gara gara satu orang sialan ya emang minta dicium ke tembok gue jadi kepikiran lagi. dan demi apapun, gue bakal kangen banget sama LO!
gue pengen bilang gue bakal kangen banget sama lo. mungkin lo cowok yang gue kangenin di #16 selain dito. cuma lo sama dito doang. tapi gue gapunya keberanian lah buat bilang gila aja muka gue mau ditaro di mana? udah lah gue mau nyimpen aja deh. ya semoga aja gue bener bener bisa lupain lo ya amin amin semoga lo dapet cewek yang baik dan sayang sama lo ya. dan semoga lo masih inget sama gue. itu aja udah cukup banget kok buat gue
bye bye fellas!
toodles! ,
risha
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oke males sok inggris -_-
gue ga mau ngasih tau ah siapa orangnya cuma mungkin sebagian besar lo semua pada tau sih siapa orangnya. oke gue dulu pernah suka sama dia sekitar hmm 1 tahun sih. walaupun gue jadian sama orang lain tapi adalah dia nyantol dipikiran gue walaupun cukup berkurang. gue tau kok kalo dia tau gue suka banget sama dia, tapi sayangnya cinta gue bertepuk sebelah tangan JENG JEEEEEEEENG CINTA DITOLAK DUKUN BERTINDAK! okay ga gitu.
cuma ya gitu semenjak kelas 9, mungkin karena suatu hal yang bikin gue ilfeel gue agak berkurang rasa suka ke dia jadi gue udah yayaya whatever lah ya ke dia. cuma sekarang gue udah lulus, gue jadi kepikiran dia lagi gara gara satu orang sialan ya emang minta dicium ke tembok gue jadi kepikiran lagi. dan demi apapun, gue bakal kangen banget sama LO!
gue pengen bilang gue bakal kangen banget sama lo. mungkin lo cowok yang gue kangenin di #16 selain dito. cuma lo sama dito doang. tapi gue gapunya keberanian lah buat bilang gila aja muka gue mau ditaro di mana? udah lah gue mau nyimpen aja deh. ya semoga aja gue bener bener bisa lupain lo ya amin amin semoga lo dapet cewek yang baik dan sayang sama lo ya. dan semoga lo masih inget sama gue. itu aja udah cukup banget kok buat gue
bye bye fellas!
toodles! ,
risha
Jumat, 21 Mei 2010
99 facts about guys, from dochi's blog -_-
99 facts about guys
bold on the "this guy" facts
1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys love flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!!!!!!
14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting.
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
59. Guys don't really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships
toodles! ,
risha
bold on the "this guy" facts
1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys love flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!!!!!!
14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting.
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
59. Guys don't really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships
toodles! ,
risha
Kamis, 13 Mei 2010
we are one - kautsar and abby
kautsar kan tadi nyapa gue di msn, bilang katanya dia sama abby bikin lagu buat angkatan. terus dia send lagunya kan terus gue dengerin. gue ga gitu konsen dengerinnya jadi gue minta lirik lagunya kan. pas gue dengerin dengan cermat sambil baca liriknya anjiiiiir gue nangis, nih liriknya....
(verse1)
That is true,
I’m the one who have my lap for you
To cry as long as you want to
I’m that one, the one for you
(reff)
You can lay and sleep
Take a rest with me here
Cause I’m what you need
And you’re what I need
(verse2)
I’m pleased to be part of our journey
I promise we will be together forever
Even tho’ this is not Barney’s show
Oh god, I’ll miss you guys
(bridge)
We are one for sure (one for sure)
Time will not wreck us part (wreck us part)
Through all the reckless abandon (reckless abandon)
And things we’ve done
yang gue kasih tanda bold itu bagian gue nangis haaaa haaaa haaa kalo mau lagunya minta kautsar aja ya oke?
I LOVE MY #16 GEESRDRIFTZESTIEN!
toodles! ,
risha
(verse1)
That is true,
I’m the one who have my lap for you
To cry as long as you want to
I’m that one, the one for you
(reff)
You can lay and sleep
Take a rest with me here
Cause I’m what you need
And you’re what I need
(verse2)
I’m pleased to be part of our journey
I promise we will be together forever
Even tho’ this is not Barney’s show
Oh god, I’ll miss you guys
(bridge)
We are one for sure (one for sure)
Time will not wreck us part (wreck us part)
Through all the reckless abandon (reckless abandon)
And things we’ve done
yang gue kasih tanda bold itu bagian gue nangis haaaa haaaa haaa kalo mau lagunya minta kautsar aja ya oke?
I LOVE MY #16 GEESRDRIFTZESTIEN!
toodles! ,
risha
Selasa, 11 Mei 2010
my beloved...#16 geesdriftzestien
hai bloggers! udah lumayan lama nih gue ga ngeposting. keasikan liburan gitu ehe ehe
okay here we go
kemaren adalah hari farewell #16 gdzn which is hasil kerja keras para panitia farewell(termasuk gue) yang dinilai angkatan sendiri terbilang sukses. gue puas banget udah bisa ngasih yang terbaik buat gdzn, karena cuma di gdzn gue bisa belajar mana yang namanya temen sejati, mana yang namanya muka dua, mana yang namanya orang jahat, mana yang namanya "gebet menggebet" segala macem
gue ga nyangka yang dulu gue mengira gabakal dapet temen di smp, bakal jadi anak baik segala macem di smp, bakal boring karena belajar mulu, temenannya cuma anak satu sd dulu tapi setelah 3 tahun itu semua kebukti ga bener. gue temenan kok sama gdzn, kita bahkan ngerasain memori yang bener bener ngena banget. buat gue yang seru tuh : salam (awal awal kenalan), saksi, pas labs kebakaran (musibah bikin tingkat kesadaran solidaritas kita semakin tinggi dan kuat), invita jogja, pensi 2008 yang sukses berat, amt. tapi diluar semua itu, masih banyak kenangan yang masih esimpen fresh di otak gue
gue masih inget kok kejadian kelas 7 yang pas mainnya musuh musuhan. gue justru beruntung pernah dimusuhin karena gue jadi makin sadar diri dan belajar buat jaga sikap bagaimana cara diterima orang sekitar mana yang perlu dikurangin dan ditambahin semuanya berkat bantuan dari gdzn. pas kelas 8, 7fraternize kan paa mencar (soalnya dulu gue cuma temenan sama anak 1 kelas doang) nah dari situ gue mulai mengenal anak anak kelas lain dan ternayat luar biasa seru banget. ga nyangka gue punya temen se seru angkatan 16 geesdriftzestien!
inget ga jogja kita ngapain aja? inget ga pas jaman jaman tau omegle? inget ga kita sering ngecengin meika tiap hari nonstop? padahal cuma meika satu satunya yang paham sama curhatan gue dan dia juga curhat rahasia ke gue eh ehe ehe booobbbbiiiiieeesss canda meik
tapi gila ya semuanya udah berlalu aja. farewell juga udah lewat. puas banget gue dirangkul di pinggang sama surya insomnia terus dia gue rangkul balik. puas banget nonton ran paling depan pas di farewell. tapi yang paling nyesek pas renungan tuh. belom mulai aja gue vinda anis udah nangis nangisan. biasalah geng cabul kebanyakan aib bule buat seru seruan jadi kenangannya banyak banget. ya Allah ntar di sma gimana ya?
apakah mungkin ntar gue dapetin temen seangkatan se seru dan sekompak mereka? apakah mungkin ntar gue bisa punya temen yang bisa gue percaya dan bukan tipe anak social climber? dan apakah mungkin kalo misalnya sma, gdzn pasti kepisahkan...terus kita bakal main bareng ga ya? apa mereka bakal membelakangi gue dan beralih dengan teman barunya? ngelupain gue gitu aja? jangan sampe ya Allah..
tapi buat geesdrifzestien, KALIAN ADALAH YANG TERBAIK! I LOVE Y'ALL!
toodles! ,
risha
okay here we go
kemaren adalah hari farewell #16 gdzn which is hasil kerja keras para panitia farewell(termasuk gue) yang dinilai angkatan sendiri terbilang sukses. gue puas banget udah bisa ngasih yang terbaik buat gdzn, karena cuma di gdzn gue bisa belajar mana yang namanya temen sejati, mana yang namanya muka dua, mana yang namanya orang jahat, mana yang namanya "gebet menggebet" segala macem
gue ga nyangka yang dulu gue mengira gabakal dapet temen di smp, bakal jadi anak baik segala macem di smp, bakal boring karena belajar mulu, temenannya cuma anak satu sd dulu tapi setelah 3 tahun itu semua kebukti ga bener. gue temenan kok sama gdzn, kita bahkan ngerasain memori yang bener bener ngena banget. buat gue yang seru tuh : salam (awal awal kenalan), saksi, pas labs kebakaran (musibah bikin tingkat kesadaran solidaritas kita semakin tinggi dan kuat), invita jogja, pensi 2008 yang sukses berat, amt. tapi diluar semua itu, masih banyak kenangan yang masih esimpen fresh di otak gue
gue masih inget kok kejadian kelas 7 yang pas mainnya musuh musuhan. gue justru beruntung pernah dimusuhin karena gue jadi makin sadar diri dan belajar buat jaga sikap bagaimana cara diterima orang sekitar mana yang perlu dikurangin dan ditambahin semuanya berkat bantuan dari gdzn. pas kelas 8, 7fraternize kan paa mencar (soalnya dulu gue cuma temenan sama anak 1 kelas doang) nah dari situ gue mulai mengenal anak anak kelas lain dan ternayat luar biasa seru banget. ga nyangka gue punya temen se seru angkatan 16 geesdriftzestien!
inget ga jogja kita ngapain aja? inget ga pas jaman jaman tau omegle? inget ga kita sering ngecengin meika tiap hari nonstop? padahal cuma meika satu satunya yang paham sama curhatan gue dan dia juga curhat rahasia ke gue eh ehe ehe booobbbbiiiiieeesss canda meik
tapi gila ya semuanya udah berlalu aja. farewell juga udah lewat. puas banget gue dirangkul di pinggang sama surya insomnia terus dia gue rangkul balik. puas banget nonton ran paling depan pas di farewell. tapi yang paling nyesek pas renungan tuh. belom mulai aja gue vinda anis udah nangis nangisan. biasalah geng cabul kebanyakan aib bule buat seru seruan jadi kenangannya banyak banget. ya Allah ntar di sma gimana ya?
apakah mungkin ntar gue dapetin temen seangkatan se seru dan sekompak mereka? apakah mungkin ntar gue bisa punya temen yang bisa gue percaya dan bukan tipe anak social climber? dan apakah mungkin kalo misalnya sma, gdzn pasti kepisahkan...terus kita bakal main bareng ga ya? apa mereka bakal membelakangi gue dan beralih dengan teman barunya? ngelupain gue gitu aja? jangan sampe ya Allah..
tapi buat geesdrifzestien, KALIAN ADALAH YANG TERBAIK! I LOVE Y'ALL!
toodles! ,
risha
Minggu, 09 Mei 2010
just saying... ga maksud apa apa kok wek
oba coba katakan kepadaku bahwa kita sedang berjalan menuju satu alasan,
janganlah kau katakan bila kita memang tak ada tujuan, dari apa yang dijalankan,
aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa,
aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..
coba coba katakan kepadaku sekali lagi bila kita memang benar akan kesana,
buktikan dan buat aku percaya bahwa kita bisa, mewujudkan bahagia,
aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa,
aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..
ohh.. oh.. habis sudah semua rangkai kata..
telah terungkap semua yang kurasa..
yang kuingin akhir yang bahagia.. hoo..
aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa,
aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka..
aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa,
aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..
wohoho.. dudududu…
wohoho.. dudududu…
yang ku inginkan..
satu tujuan..
sebuah kenyataan..
bukan impian..
bukan harapan..
bukan alasan..
satu kepastian..
coba katakan..
coba katakan..
coba katakan..
coba katakan..
ga kok cuma ngepost doang horeeee 2 hari lagi farewell terus besoknya PITBULL! oiya HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA VINDA semoga panjang umur, sehat selalu, makin pinter, makin miip karolina kurkova, suaminya bule amin
toodles! ,
risha
janganlah kau katakan bila kita memang tak ada tujuan, dari apa yang dijalankan,
aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa,
aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..
coba coba katakan kepadaku sekali lagi bila kita memang benar akan kesana,
buktikan dan buat aku percaya bahwa kita bisa, mewujudkan bahagia,
aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa,
aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..
ohh.. oh.. habis sudah semua rangkai kata..
telah terungkap semua yang kurasa..
yang kuingin akhir yang bahagia.. hoo..
aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa,
aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka..
aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan,
terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa,
aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti,
lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..
wohoho.. dudududu…
wohoho.. dudududu…
yang ku inginkan..
satu tujuan..
sebuah kenyataan..
bukan impian..
bukan harapan..
bukan alasan..
satu kepastian..
coba katakan..
coba katakan..
coba katakan..
coba katakan..
ga kok cuma ngepost doang horeeee 2 hari lagi farewell terus besoknya PITBULL! oiya HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA VINDA semoga panjang umur, sehat selalu, makin pinter, makin miip karolina kurkova, suaminya bule amin
toodles! ,
risha
Minggu, 25 April 2010
sup sup?
hey wassup guys? haha sok asik
okey ini gue masih mau menceritakan keanehan si itu ya you know lah. masa ya kan waktu hari apa gitu kemaren ya? iyia kalo gasalah kan vania ganti bb tuh cie cie terus dia nulis di twitter pinnya kan terus gue rt gue add...EH GATAUNYA SI ITU NGE ADD VANIA! masa alasannya dapet pin vania dari chiki coba! aduh dodolnya kelewatan
terus dia cerita banyak banget sama vania ngebacot segala macem ampe si vania gedeg kali haha maaf ya van gue terlalu sabar buat orang se autis dia -____- by the way itu doang sih
oke gapenting yaudahlah menuhin postingan aja. sebenernya potingan gue udah 170an tapi kebanyakan di draft ehe ehe oke ga penting
toodles! ,
risha
okey ini gue masih mau menceritakan keanehan si itu ya you know lah. masa ya kan waktu hari apa gitu kemaren ya? iyia kalo gasalah kan vania ganti bb tuh cie cie terus dia nulis di twitter pinnya kan terus gue rt gue add...EH GATAUNYA SI ITU NGE ADD VANIA! masa alasannya dapet pin vania dari chiki coba! aduh dodolnya kelewatan
terus dia cerita banyak banget sama vania ngebacot segala macem ampe si vania gedeg kali haha maaf ya van gue terlalu sabar buat orang se autis dia -____- by the way itu doang sih
oke gapenting yaudahlah menuhin postingan aja. sebenernya potingan gue udah 170an tapi kebanyakan di draft ehe ehe oke ga penting
toodles! ,
risha
Sabtu, 17 April 2010
mari kita ngerjain orang
Stranger: hi
You: hey
You: asl?
Stranger: 19 indonesian
Stranger: you?
You: m or f?
Stranger: f
You: im 19 male
Stranger: from?
You: america
Stranger: what are you doing ?
You: just chatting lol
You: u?
Stranger: watching tv
You: in which part of indonesia do u live?
Stranger: jakarta
Stranger: how about you ?
You: jakarta? really?
Stranger: yeah, why ?
You: im from pennsylvania
You: lol i have a gf there
Stranger: really?
You: haha yea
Stranger: is she live in there now ?
You: she live in indonesia
You: actually, she's indonesian
You: just like u
Stranger: oooh i see.. yayaya
Stranger: so you have long distance realtionship?
You: yep
Stranger: how can ?
You: well. because i live here lol
Stranger: how you met her at first ?
You: well, last year i went to bali
You: for holiday of course
You: and then i saw her, she's beatiful so i get to know her
Stranger: yeaaaah.. i love bali so much
You: yea me too
Stranger: i plan to go to bali this july
You: really? same!
Stranger: so when you visit bali again ?
Stranger: really ?
You: this summer
Stranger: with your friends ? or alone ?
You: with my family of course
You: because my fam wanna meet her
Stranger: aa sweet :)
You: thank you
You: but she's very young
Stranger: how old is she ?
You: she's 15 this year
Stranger: wow.. still in junior high school rite?
You: yea i guess
You: but she's cute enough lol
Stranger: well okaaay..
You: do you have facebook?
Stranger: are you going to collage ?
Stranger: yes i have
You: yeah haha
You: whats your facebook?
Stranger: what's your name??
You: u first
Stranger: arlienda permana
You: k wait
Stranger: you?
You: i'll add you
Stranger: ok
You: wait
You: which one are you on you pp?
You: your
Stranger: guess which one ?
You: right?
You: left?
Stranger: left
You: but i like the right one lol
You: what's her name?
Stranger: sendria
You: wow
You: but i like my gf more haha
Stranger: nice
You: yep
You: do you know labschool?
Stranger: yes i know really know
You: really?
You: it's my gf school!
Stranger: oooh..
Stranger: which one of labschool?
You: idk
You: rawa something
Stranger: you mean labschool rawamangun
Stranger: i know surely
You: yea yea!
You: shit how come i forgot lol
Stranger: never mind
Stranger: how long you have that relationship with her?
You: hmm 6 months
Stranger: oo i see
Stranger: what's your name ?
You: my name is zack
Stranger: full name ?
You: zack green
Stranger: really?
You: yea why?
Stranger: ooh nothing
You: lol
You: g2g
You: bye
mangstabs liat aja korban gue di fb oke?
toodles! ,
risha
You: hey
You: asl?
Stranger: 19 indonesian
Stranger: you?
You: m or f?
Stranger: f
You: im 19 male
Stranger: from?
You: america
Stranger: what are you doing ?
You: just chatting lol
You: u?
Stranger: watching tv
You: in which part of indonesia do u live?
Stranger: jakarta
Stranger: how about you ?
You: jakarta? really?
Stranger: yeah, why ?
You: im from pennsylvania
You: lol i have a gf there
Stranger: really?
You: haha yea
Stranger: is she live in there now ?
You: she live in indonesia
You: actually, she's indonesian
You: just like u
Stranger: oooh i see.. yayaya
Stranger: so you have long distance realtionship?
You: yep
Stranger: how can ?
You: well. because i live here lol
Stranger: how you met her at first ?
You: well, last year i went to bali
You: for holiday of course
You: and then i saw her, she's beatiful so i get to know her
Stranger: yeaaaah.. i love bali so much
You: yea me too
Stranger: i plan to go to bali this july
You: really? same!
Stranger: so when you visit bali again ?
Stranger: really ?
You: this summer
Stranger: with your friends ? or alone ?
You: with my family of course
You: because my fam wanna meet her
Stranger: aa sweet :)
You: thank you
You: but she's very young
Stranger: how old is she ?
You: she's 15 this year
Stranger: wow.. still in junior high school rite?
You: yea i guess
You: but she's cute enough lol
Stranger: well okaaay..
You: do you have facebook?
Stranger: are you going to collage ?
Stranger: yes i have
You: yeah haha
You: whats your facebook?
Stranger: what's your name??
You: u first
Stranger: arlienda permana
You: k wait
Stranger: you?
You: i'll add you
Stranger: ok
You: wait
You: which one are you on you pp?
You: your
Stranger: guess which one ?
You: right?
You: left?
Stranger: left
You: but i like the right one lol
You: what's her name?
Stranger: sendria
You: wow
You: but i like my gf more haha
Stranger: nice
You: yep
You: do you know labschool?
Stranger: yes i know really know
You: really?
You: it's my gf school!
Stranger: oooh..
Stranger: which one of labschool?
You: idk
You: rawa something
Stranger: you mean labschool rawamangun
Stranger: i know surely
You: yea yea!
You: shit how come i forgot lol
Stranger: never mind
Stranger: how long you have that relationship with her?
You: hmm 6 months
Stranger: oo i see
Stranger: what's your name ?
You: my name is zack
Stranger: full name ?
You: zack green
Stranger: really?
You: yea why?
Stranger: ooh nothing
You: lol
You: g2g
You: bye
mangstabs liat aja korban gue di fb oke?
toodles! ,
risha
Jumat, 09 April 2010
he made this!
Gatau ada ujan ada badai, dia tiba tiba ngirim bbm gini ke gue! Gue kira kan lirik lagu ya eh gataunya dibikin sendiri
No time to take with us
it is running too fast
and I'm running out of nerve
so I'm going to say this before it leaves me bare
I'm falling for you and I didn't even know it
I'm falling so hard sometimes it hurts
I'm falling for you and I can't stop it
I'm falling for you and I don't know if I want to
embarrassed and breathless
my heart could explode out of my chest
leave me with no heart at all
but here I go anyway
I'm falling for you and I didn't even know it
I'm falling so hard sometimes it hurts
I'm falling for you and I can't stop it
I'm falling for you and I don't know if I want to
scared of the landing
could be everything I wanted
could be the worst mistake I make
I'm going to say this before my paranoia gets the better of me
I'm falling for you and I didn't even know it
I'm falling so hard sometimes it hurts
I'm falling for you and I can't stop it
I'm falling for you and I don't know if I want to
ready for the floor to fall out under me
but your so confident
and the more I look at you the more I lose my strength
so listen closely because my voice is failing
I'm falling for you and I didn't even know it
I'm falling so hard sometimes it hurts
I'm falling for you and I can't stop it
I'm falling for you and I don't know if I want to
that's all I wanted to say
Sekaget kagetnya gue gapernah sekaget ini I mean like gue gapernah bener bener dibuat orang segitu sukanya!
Aneh aja gue ga kenal dia, terus karena suatu hal bisa deket dan kaerna emang nyambung dan punya banyak kesamaan jadi bener bener gimana ya? Ngerasa enak aja gitu, dia bisa bikin gue suka dari sisi yang berbeda. Jujur ya gue gapernah suka sebelomnya sama orang yang suka sama gue duluan (walaupun ujungnya jadi pacar)
Ih seru juga ya kalo kayak gini caranya, jadi lebih nangkep -____- udah ah tidur ya ninight R
toodles! ,
risha
No time to take with us
it is running too fast
and I'm running out of nerve
so I'm going to say this before it leaves me bare
I'm falling for you and I didn't even know it
I'm falling so hard sometimes it hurts
I'm falling for you and I can't stop it
I'm falling for you and I don't know if I want to
embarrassed and breathless
my heart could explode out of my chest
leave me with no heart at all
but here I go anyway
I'm falling for you and I didn't even know it
I'm falling so hard sometimes it hurts
I'm falling for you and I can't stop it
I'm falling for you and I don't know if I want to
scared of the landing
could be everything I wanted
could be the worst mistake I make
I'm going to say this before my paranoia gets the better of me
I'm falling for you and I didn't even know it
I'm falling so hard sometimes it hurts
I'm falling for you and I can't stop it
I'm falling for you and I don't know if I want to
ready for the floor to fall out under me
but your so confident
and the more I look at you the more I lose my strength
so listen closely because my voice is failing
I'm falling for you and I didn't even know it
I'm falling so hard sometimes it hurts
I'm falling for you and I can't stop it
I'm falling for you and I don't know if I want to
that's all I wanted to say
Sekaget kagetnya gue gapernah sekaget ini I mean like gue gapernah bener bener dibuat orang segitu sukanya!
Aneh aja gue ga kenal dia, terus karena suatu hal bisa deket dan kaerna emang nyambung dan punya banyak kesamaan jadi bener bener gimana ya? Ngerasa enak aja gitu, dia bisa bikin gue suka dari sisi yang berbeda. Jujur ya gue gapernah suka sebelomnya sama orang yang suka sama gue duluan (walaupun ujungnya jadi pacar)
Ih seru juga ya kalo kayak gini caranya, jadi lebih nangkep -____- udah ah tidur ya ninight R
toodles! ,
risha
Rabu, 31 Maret 2010
UN dan lainnya
Heyyyyyyyy sup?
Udah lama ga ngepost, hhh sibuk belajar (sok) bythegay besok hari terakhir UN (YESSSSS) dan besok itu fisika yaaa mampus aja gue. Gue kan paling gabisa biologi ha ha apalagi tentang hewan lalala segala macem, tapi kalo pencemaran bisa lah ya make make logika dikit bisa dong. Kalo fisika sih masalah ngafalin rumus optimis bisa! Amin. Kalo bahasa indonesia? Yaaa baca yang teliti, inggris? Tau deh, matematika? Anjiir lebih susah daripada to! Ga gitu sih cuma ada satu soal yang ganggu banget...gagal dapet 100!
Terus rencananya besok mau having funnnnnn!!!! Besok mau ke kantor java beli presale tiket PITBULL! Terus abis itu mau maen futsal rame2 sama anak cowok (kalo beneran jadi) terus yaudah gatau lagi deh, binguuuung
Dan satu lagi deh curcol tentang baju lagi (bosen bosen deh lo, kalo muak juga gapapa kok)
Maaf agak lebay tapi...gue kangeeeeeen banget sama lo! Terakhir bbman hari hmmm minggu kalo ga salah krik krik itumah udah lama banget! Kangen pengen nyapa cuma gue gamau aja takut dibilang agresif lah segala macem. Tapi semenjak suka sindir2an dia agak berubah gitu aaaaa jangan sampe ya Allah! Aaaa kangen banget sama lo yang waktu ituuu yang masih baik, ngelawak mulu, tukang frontal yang bener bener ga jaim sama gue, ih mau banget!!!! Jangan sampe deh lo berubah lagi gara gara satu cowok yang sama... PLIS DEEEEEH itu kan sodaranya temen gueee dan gue juga cuma suka chat sama bales2an twitter doang kok sama dia ga lebih HELLO! Harus berapa kali lagi sih buat yakinin lo? Semoga lo ga php ya sama gue, kan lo udah janji kan ga php sama gue? Hahah malah lo yang nuduh gue phpin lo....cacat lu -_- terus terus inget ga yang pas lo bilang "gue mau nungguin lo aja deh biar lo yakin sama gue, gue bener2 shock sha sumpah!" Hahaha gue seneng banget tuh lo shock gara gara gue ngomong itu sama lo. Udah ada buktinya kan? Yaudah semoga kita masih baik2 aja ya
Eh eh waktu minggu lo kan bilang "kita berantem mulu ya?" "Hahaah emang maunya gimana?" "Gue maunya kita baik2 aja :)" hehehe cacat lo sha gapenting ah
Yaudah itu aja sih maaf lebay, useless di blog ngomongin cowok mulu, yaudah deh babay semoga nem diatas 37! Masuk sma 68/3!!!! AMIN AMI YA ALLAH
toodles! ,
risha
Udah lama ga ngepost, hhh sibuk belajar (sok) bythegay besok hari terakhir UN (YESSSSS) dan besok itu fisika yaaa mampus aja gue. Gue kan paling gabisa biologi ha ha apalagi tentang hewan lalala segala macem, tapi kalo pencemaran bisa lah ya make make logika dikit bisa dong. Kalo fisika sih masalah ngafalin rumus optimis bisa! Amin. Kalo bahasa indonesia? Yaaa baca yang teliti, inggris? Tau deh, matematika? Anjiir lebih susah daripada to! Ga gitu sih cuma ada satu soal yang ganggu banget...gagal dapet 100!
Terus rencananya besok mau having funnnnnn!!!! Besok mau ke kantor java beli presale tiket PITBULL! Terus abis itu mau maen futsal rame2 sama anak cowok (kalo beneran jadi) terus yaudah gatau lagi deh, binguuuung
Dan satu lagi deh curcol tentang baju lagi (bosen bosen deh lo, kalo muak juga gapapa kok)
Maaf agak lebay tapi...gue kangeeeeeen banget sama lo! Terakhir bbman hari hmmm minggu kalo ga salah krik krik itumah udah lama banget! Kangen pengen nyapa cuma gue gamau aja takut dibilang agresif lah segala macem. Tapi semenjak suka sindir2an dia agak berubah gitu aaaaa jangan sampe ya Allah! Aaaa kangen banget sama lo yang waktu ituuu yang masih baik, ngelawak mulu, tukang frontal yang bener bener ga jaim sama gue, ih mau banget!!!! Jangan sampe deh lo berubah lagi gara gara satu cowok yang sama... PLIS DEEEEEH itu kan sodaranya temen gueee dan gue juga cuma suka chat sama bales2an twitter doang kok sama dia ga lebih HELLO! Harus berapa kali lagi sih buat yakinin lo? Semoga lo ga php ya sama gue, kan lo udah janji kan ga php sama gue? Hahah malah lo yang nuduh gue phpin lo....cacat lu -_- terus terus inget ga yang pas lo bilang "gue mau nungguin lo aja deh biar lo yakin sama gue, gue bener2 shock sha sumpah!" Hahaha gue seneng banget tuh lo shock gara gara gue ngomong itu sama lo. Udah ada buktinya kan? Yaudah semoga kita masih baik2 aja ya
Eh eh waktu minggu lo kan bilang "kita berantem mulu ya?" "Hahaah emang maunya gimana?" "Gue maunya kita baik2 aja :)" hehehe cacat lo sha gapenting ah
Yaudah itu aja sih maaf lebay, useless di blog ngomongin cowok mulu, yaudah deh babay semoga nem diatas 37! Masuk sma 68/3!!!! AMIN AMI YA ALLAH
toodles! ,
risha
Senin, 15 Maret 2010
confession
hello all! just like my title, i want to confess something from the deepest of my heart (if that's what we called)
have i already tell you about my new crush? well.. we're fine thanks and we're getting closer each other (hell yeaaaah) but, there's something that hurt me much. no. it's not about my new crush... but it's about D
yea y'all know who is D, aight? there's something really surprising me when i opened my facebook account this morning. then i found D has change his facebook status like this :
"goin to delete ma facebook account soon.too much hurts i felt.so its time to let it (all) go.uhm..thanks for becomin my facebook's buddy"
eh-ma-GAWD! i felt guilty. well, even tho he's just my ex but.. i can't let him go. lol you can call me a bitch-that-cant-move-on and greedy. and for you D, i'm terribly sorry about that. i'm such a stupid girl that doesn't care about everybody's feelings. but please DON'T GO AWAY!!!!
p.s. sorry for my bad grammar hahah i'm still learning :)
toodles! ,
risha
have i already tell you about my new crush? well.. we're fine thanks and we're getting closer each other (hell yeaaaah) but, there's something that hurt me much. no. it's not about my new crush... but it's about D
yea y'all know who is D, aight? there's something really surprising me when i opened my facebook account this morning. then i found D has change his facebook status like this :
"goin to delete ma facebook account soon.too much hurts i felt.so its time to let it (all) go.uhm..thanks for becomin my facebook's buddy"
eh-ma-GAWD! i felt guilty. well, even tho he's just my ex but.. i can't let him go. lol you can call me a bitch-that-cant-move-on and greedy. and for you D, i'm terribly sorry about that. i'm such a stupid girl that doesn't care about everybody's feelings. but please DON'T GO AWAY!!!!
p.s. sorry for my bad grammar hahah i'm still learning :)
toodles! ,
risha
Minggu, 14 Maret 2010
babooshka!
apanoh judulnya? gue juga ga ngerti asal gomong aja -_______-
masa masa masa masa gue kan tadi nyapa si baju di bbm eh gadibales ya Allaaaaaah beda banget ya sama 5 hari yang lalu yang baiknya minta ampun. kangen deh masa masa dia belom sejahat ini sama gue. sekarang apa? nyesel kan waktu itu gue nolak gara gara belom ketemuan? emang ya gue tolol dipiarau
terus sekarang gimana dong? dia jadi cuek kan sama lo? dia itu jadi kesel sama gue ya ampun gue salah ape sihhh? selalu aja kayak gini ah nyesel gue dilahirin jadi cewek semua serba salah, di phpin terus, cuma bisa nunggu, cuma bisa sabar, lama lama gue nikah sama cewek aja deh
toodles! ,
risha
masa masa masa masa gue kan tadi nyapa si baju di bbm eh gadibales ya Allaaaaaah beda banget ya sama 5 hari yang lalu yang baiknya minta ampun. kangen deh masa masa dia belom sejahat ini sama gue. sekarang apa? nyesel kan waktu itu gue nolak gara gara belom ketemuan? emang ya gue tolol dipiarau
terus sekarang gimana dong? dia jadi cuek kan sama lo? dia itu jadi kesel sama gue ya ampun gue salah ape sihhh? selalu aja kayak gini ah nyesel gue dilahirin jadi cewek semua serba salah, di phpin terus, cuma bisa nunggu, cuma bisa sabar, lama lama gue nikah sama cewek aja deh
toodles! ,
risha
._.
Hey there! How are you? It's been a long time since my last post, mau curcol dikit ah daripada di twitter tempat frontalitas mendingan disini aja kan pada jarang buka blogger:)
Gue lagi bete mampussss sama orang ada lah kita sebut aja baju. Kenapa deh harus baju? Ya pokoknya intinya nama dia jadi baju aja.
Gue gatau ya gue salah apa ya Allaaaah gue selalu disindir sindir terus sama si baju tentang bule segala macem, dia selalu nanya gue lagi deket sama bule apa orang lain? HELLOOOOO cuma lo doang onyon yang bener bener gue suka ya ampun susah ya bikin lo percaya kalo cuma lo doang isssshhhh pengen gue kocok kocok pala lo biar mikir lebih jernih kalo gue BENER BENER SUKA BANGET sama lo!
Lo emang bikin gue suka sama lo, tapi ada beberapa cara ngomong lo yang gue gasuka dan nyakitin gue tau ga? Gue ga sekali dua kali dibikin nangis badmood segala macem sama lo, tapi gue gabisa bales sama lo karena gue gabisa marah sama lo. Bener bener gabisa banget marah sama orang kayak lo. Tapi apaan? Semenjak "insiden bbm" lo jadi berubah kan? Maksud lo apa gamau ngarep sama gue lagi? Lo kira gue mainin lo apa? Engga ya. Gue gapernah tuh mainin lo. Semenjak lo gasuka gue bahas cowok lain juga gue udah gapernah ngomong apa apa kok. Kok lo egois sih?
Dan sekarang gue mau nanya ya juuuu sama lo, sebenernya kita itu gimana sih? Dibilang temen juga udah lebih, htsan juga bukan, pacar hampir tapi bukan, jadi kita apaan dong? Sumpah ya gue berasa ngegantung baju kalo gini caranya. Salah dikit gue disalahin, seneng dikit gue dibaikin, marah gue dijadiin pelampiasan. Oke serah lo yaaa tapi gue gabisa marah ah binguuuung
Yaudah itu aja sih curcolnya hahah maaf ya ga jelas gue juga bingung tadi gue ngomong apaan, oke?
toodles! ,
risha
Gue lagi bete mampussss sama orang ada lah kita sebut aja baju. Kenapa deh harus baju? Ya pokoknya intinya nama dia jadi baju aja.
Gue gatau ya gue salah apa ya Allaaaah gue selalu disindir sindir terus sama si baju tentang bule segala macem, dia selalu nanya gue lagi deket sama bule apa orang lain? HELLOOOOO cuma lo doang onyon yang bener bener gue suka ya ampun susah ya bikin lo percaya kalo cuma lo doang isssshhhh pengen gue kocok kocok pala lo biar mikir lebih jernih kalo gue BENER BENER SUKA BANGET sama lo!
Lo emang bikin gue suka sama lo, tapi ada beberapa cara ngomong lo yang gue gasuka dan nyakitin gue tau ga? Gue ga sekali dua kali dibikin nangis badmood segala macem sama lo, tapi gue gabisa bales sama lo karena gue gabisa marah sama lo. Bener bener gabisa banget marah sama orang kayak lo. Tapi apaan? Semenjak "insiden bbm" lo jadi berubah kan? Maksud lo apa gamau ngarep sama gue lagi? Lo kira gue mainin lo apa? Engga ya. Gue gapernah tuh mainin lo. Semenjak lo gasuka gue bahas cowok lain juga gue udah gapernah ngomong apa apa kok. Kok lo egois sih?
Dan sekarang gue mau nanya ya juuuu sama lo, sebenernya kita itu gimana sih? Dibilang temen juga udah lebih, htsan juga bukan, pacar hampir tapi bukan, jadi kita apaan dong? Sumpah ya gue berasa ngegantung baju kalo gini caranya. Salah dikit gue disalahin, seneng dikit gue dibaikin, marah gue dijadiin pelampiasan. Oke serah lo yaaa tapi gue gabisa marah ah binguuuung
Yaudah itu aja sih curcolnya hahah maaf ya ga jelas gue juga bingung tadi gue ngomong apaan, oke?
toodles! ,
risha
Minggu, 28 Februari 2010
♥.♥
Hell-o sunshine!
Udah lama ga ngepost, mau dirajinin ah biar rame. Kan pada ngurus tumblr tuh(tumblr gue gada yang urus) jadi pasti pada jarang buka blogger jadiiii eke mau nulis disini
Pertama tama, gue mau bilang...
Lo pernah ga dibuat tergila gila sama seseorang yang lo gapernah kepikiran di otak lo?
Lo gatau dia darimana tapi dia dateng dan bikin lo jadi suka?
Demi apapun gue baru kali ini ngerasain kayak gitu. Bukan..ini bukan bule! Soalnya gue suka sebel pasti kalo gue cerita "eh gue lagi suka sama orang nih" pasti pada nanya "bule apa lokal?" Sialan.
Eniwey, ini orang tuh baik bangetttt dan hobi dia hampir sama kayak gue + cita cita yang sama ---> ARSITEK BEYBEH! Yaudah sih -_-
Yayaya yaudah gitu aja sih cuma ya gimana yaaa aduh gue jadi gajelas nih aaa abis gue gapernah suka sama orang ampe segininya. Ya biasanya kan gue suka sama orang tapi dianya gausuka/gakenal sama gue (derita lo sha) tapi ini beda banget!
Seneng, deg-degan, gimana ya? Susah dijelasin
Yowes lah cuma mau crita itu doang, yang bisa nebak diem aja ya terutama SYADZA si frontal twitter.bitch. Candaaa :p
toodles! ,
risha
Udah lama ga ngepost, mau dirajinin ah biar rame. Kan pada ngurus tumblr tuh(tumblr gue gada yang urus) jadi pasti pada jarang buka blogger jadiiii eke mau nulis disini
Pertama tama, gue mau bilang...
Lo pernah ga dibuat tergila gila sama seseorang yang lo gapernah kepikiran di otak lo?
Lo gatau dia darimana tapi dia dateng dan bikin lo jadi suka?
Demi apapun gue baru kali ini ngerasain kayak gitu. Bukan..ini bukan bule! Soalnya gue suka sebel pasti kalo gue cerita "eh gue lagi suka sama orang nih" pasti pada nanya "bule apa lokal?" Sialan.
Eniwey, ini orang tuh baik bangetttt dan hobi dia hampir sama kayak gue + cita cita yang sama ---> ARSITEK BEYBEH! Yaudah sih -_-
Yayaya yaudah gitu aja sih cuma ya gimana yaaa aduh gue jadi gajelas nih aaa abis gue gapernah suka sama orang ampe segininya. Ya biasanya kan gue suka sama orang tapi dianya gausuka/gakenal sama gue (derita lo sha) tapi ini beda banget!
Seneng, deg-degan, gimana ya? Susah dijelasin
Yowes lah cuma mau crita itu doang, yang bisa nebak diem aja ya terutama SYADZA si frontal twitter.bitch. Candaaa :p
toodles! ,
risha
Jumat, 26 Februari 2010
astajim
EHMAGAWD!!!!
Seneng banget ya ampuuuun wall gue dibales lewat comment fb terus...DI LIKE!
Ampun deh senengnya setengah mati malah ganteng bangeeeet, statusnya anak JIS tuh, bener ga ya? Kalo sampe iya boleh tuh gue ajak anis sama vinda kesono (idih ngapain coba)
toodles! ,
risha
Seneng banget ya ampuuuun wall gue dibales lewat comment fb terus...DI LIKE!
Ampun deh senengnya setengah mati malah ganteng bangeeeet, statusnya anak JIS tuh, bener ga ya? Kalo sampe iya boleh tuh gue ajak anis sama vinda kesono (idih ngapain coba)
toodles! ,
risha
Rabu, 24 Februari 2010
random post
Just realized, it's been 9 days since our last conversation. Now I don't know where the heck you are. You've changed a lot since our first break up, now you make me want to do this again
First thing first, you always lied to me. I knew it, but I keep trying to believe in you.
Second, you've never showed yourself
Third, I think you're fake
And..
You blamed everything on me, that's why I hate you but sometimes I kinda miss you :s
Well, now all I have to say is just a simple goodbye
And I think I've found your replacement! HAHA oh no, not the-hot-guy-you're-jealous-of! But he's the new one :p
toodles! ,
risha
First thing first, you always lied to me. I knew it, but I keep trying to believe in you.
Second, you've never showed yourself
Third, I think you're fake
And..
You blamed everything on me, that's why I hate you but sometimes I kinda miss you :s
Well, now all I have to say is just a simple goodbye
And I think I've found your replacement! HAHA oh no, not the-hot-guy-you're-jealous-of! But he's the new one :p
toodles! ,
risha
Jumat, 12 Februari 2010
dizzy - day 26
Hey guys, I wanna post this song lyrics. I looove this song because it reminds me of someone who asked me "did u know dizzy-day26?" And I said no, when I listen to it feels like dayuuum this song was
soooo true
[Verse 1: Mike]
You got me goin' thru my blackberry, deletin' every number or message from any girl that
Isn't you
You got me callin' my momma tellin' her about ya tellin' her that I think I might have it
Hard for you
Lately my boys tell me that they confused
They say what's got into you, oh-ooh
There's no me, they just ain't used to
But everything is changed now, now they feel the same
Whatcha doin', doin' doin', d-doin' to me
[Chorus: (Mike)]
Got me feelin' light headed, unsteady
Felling woozy breathing heavy
Don't know what you do to me
(Can't concentrate, feel kinda weak)
(This has gotten out of control, can't fight it no, oh)
I'm feelin' dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
You better catch me cause I'm fallin' in love witchu
You got me dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
I hope you catch me cause I'm falin' in love with you
Baby I'm trippin' trippin', I'm slippin' slippin'
You got my world spinnin' spinnin', girl I'm falling for you
I'm feeling dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
You better catch me cause I'm fallin in love witchu
[Verse 2: Robert]
You got me ignorin' calls from other broads
Tryna give me their all, cause not with theirs
All I want is you
Now when I see their pretty face or beautiful shape
I look the other way cause they ain't messin' with you
And everybody tell me that they confused
They say what's got into you, oh-ooh
There's no me, they just ain't used to
But everything is changed now, now they think the same
Whatcha doin, doin, doin, d-doin to me
[Chorus: (Robert)]
Got me feelin' light headed, unsteady
Felling woozy breathing heavy
Don't know what you do to me
(Can't concentrate, feel kinda weak)
(This has gotten out of control, can't fight it no, oh)
I'm feelin' dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy (dizzy)
You better catch me cause I'm fallin' in love witchu (whoa)
You got me dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
I hope you catch me cause I'm falin' in love with you (Fallin)
Baby I'm trippin' trippin', I'm slippin' slippin' (trippin' trippin' slippin' slippin')
You got my world spinnin' spinnin', girl I'm falling for you (spinnin' spinnin')
I'm feeling dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
You better catch me cause I'm fallin in love witchu
[Bridge: Will & Brian]
If there's a cure for it, I don't want it
No I don't need it, no
And ohh baby I'm sure of it
I won't play with it, girl I'm lovin' it, oh oh
You got my heart no lie
Girl don't you ever stop
Make no mistakes, I hope you know
This has gotten out of control, Can't fight it, no
[Chorus: (Brian)]
Got me feelin' light headed, unsteady (Dizzy)
Felling woozy breathing heavy
Don't know what you do to me
I'm feelin' dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
You better catch me cause I'm fallin' in love witchu (fallin')
You got me dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
I hope you catch me cause I'm falin' in love with you
Baby I'm trippin' trippin', I'm slippin' slippin'
You got my world spinnin' spinnin', girl I'm falling for you
I'm feeling dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
You better catch me cause I'm fallin in love witchu
[Chorus:]
Got me feelin' light headed, unsteady
Felling woozy breathing heavy
Don't know what you do to me
I'm feelin' dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
You better catch me cause I'm fallin' in love witchu
You got me dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
I hope you catch me cause I'm falin' in love with you
Baby I'm trippin' trippin', I'm slippin' slippin'
You got my world spinnin' spinnin', girl I'm falling for you
I'm feeling dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
You better catch me cause I'm fallin in love witchu
toodles! ,
risha
soooo true
[Verse 1: Mike]
You got me goin' thru my blackberry, deletin' every number or message from any girl that
Isn't you
You got me callin' my momma tellin' her about ya tellin' her that I think I might have it
Hard for you
Lately my boys tell me that they confused
They say what's got into you, oh-ooh
There's no me, they just ain't used to
But everything is changed now, now they feel the same
Whatcha doin', doin' doin', d-doin' to me
[Chorus: (Mike)]
Got me feelin' light headed, unsteady
Felling woozy breathing heavy
Don't know what you do to me
(Can't concentrate, feel kinda weak)
(This has gotten out of control, can't fight it no, oh)
I'm feelin' dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
You better catch me cause I'm fallin' in love witchu
You got me dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
I hope you catch me cause I'm falin' in love with you
Baby I'm trippin' trippin', I'm slippin' slippin'
You got my world spinnin' spinnin', girl I'm falling for you
I'm feeling dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
You better catch me cause I'm fallin in love witchu
[Verse 2: Robert]
You got me ignorin' calls from other broads
Tryna give me their all, cause not with theirs
All I want is you
Now when I see their pretty face or beautiful shape
I look the other way cause they ain't messin' with you
And everybody tell me that they confused
They say what's got into you, oh-ooh
There's no me, they just ain't used to
But everything is changed now, now they think the same
Whatcha doin, doin, doin, d-doin to me
[Chorus: (Robert)]
Got me feelin' light headed, unsteady
Felling woozy breathing heavy
Don't know what you do to me
(Can't concentrate, feel kinda weak)
(This has gotten out of control, can't fight it no, oh)
I'm feelin' dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy (dizzy)
You better catch me cause I'm fallin' in love witchu (whoa)
You got me dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
I hope you catch me cause I'm falin' in love with you (Fallin)
Baby I'm trippin' trippin', I'm slippin' slippin' (trippin' trippin' slippin' slippin')
You got my world spinnin' spinnin', girl I'm falling for you (spinnin' spinnin')
I'm feeling dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
You better catch me cause I'm fallin in love witchu
[Bridge: Will & Brian]
If there's a cure for it, I don't want it
No I don't need it, no
And ohh baby I'm sure of it
I won't play with it, girl I'm lovin' it, oh oh
You got my heart no lie
Girl don't you ever stop
Make no mistakes, I hope you know
This has gotten out of control, Can't fight it, no
[Chorus: (Brian)]
Got me feelin' light headed, unsteady (Dizzy)
Felling woozy breathing heavy
Don't know what you do to me
I'm feelin' dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
You better catch me cause I'm fallin' in love witchu (fallin')
You got me dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
I hope you catch me cause I'm falin' in love with you
Baby I'm trippin' trippin', I'm slippin' slippin'
You got my world spinnin' spinnin', girl I'm falling for you
I'm feeling dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
You better catch me cause I'm fallin in love witchu
[Chorus:]
Got me feelin' light headed, unsteady
Felling woozy breathing heavy
Don't know what you do to me
I'm feelin' dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
You better catch me cause I'm fallin' in love witchu
You got me dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
I hope you catch me cause I'm falin' in love with you
Baby I'm trippin' trippin', I'm slippin' slippin'
You got my world spinnin' spinnin', girl I'm falling for you
I'm feeling dizzy dizzy, d-dizzy dizzy
You better catch me cause I'm fallin in love witchu
toodles! ,
risha
Minggu, 07 Februari 2010
2010 wish
hey! pengen nge post wishlist 2010 gue deh, aminin ya!!!
1. nilai diatas 80 semua
2. keterima di sma 68 atau 3 (yang international)
3. gue vinda sama anis punya pacar ---> bule blaster, ganteng, hot, kocak, ga bokep, islam, sayang sama kita apa adanya
4. bisa ketrima di modelling agency
5. makin pinter
6. bisa tetep main sama gdzn walaupun nanti sma
7. ketemu sama cowok yang dipesawat waktu itu (ini dewa banget)
8. menang apa keeeek biar duit ditbungan bisa 100 juta (amin banget)
9. makin tinggi (175 cm lebih) dan badannya jadi
10.rajin solat
p.s: kalo yang nomer 3, sama orang yang gue suka sekarang juga gapapa! malah AMIIIIIN BANGEEEET!
toodles! ,
risha
1. nilai diatas 80 semua
2. keterima di sma 68 atau 3 (yang international)
3. gue vinda sama anis punya pacar ---> bule blaster, ganteng, hot, kocak, ga bokep, islam, sayang sama kita apa adanya
4. bisa ketrima di modelling agency
5. makin pinter
6. bisa tetep main sama gdzn walaupun nanti sma
7. ketemu sama cowok yang dipesawat waktu itu (ini dewa banget)
8. menang apa keeeek biar duit ditbungan bisa 100 juta (amin banget)
9. makin tinggi (175 cm lebih) dan badannya jadi
10.rajin solat
p.s: kalo yang nomer 3, sama orang yang gue suka sekarang juga gapapa! malah AMIIIIIN BANGEEEET!
toodles! ,
risha
Minggu, 31 Januari 2010
TUTORIAL COREL DRAW 12
CorelDraw 12 merupakan salah satu software desain grafis yang sangat terkenal. Berbagai fasilitas untuk mendesain tersedia di sini sehingga memudahkan para penggunanya untuk memanfaatkannya. CorelDraw 12 dapat digunakan untuk berbagai keperluan, mulai dari membuat brosur, membuat pamphlet, surat undangan, majalah, brosur dan cover buku yang menarik.
Supaya dapat membuahkan hasil yang menarik, diperlukan latihan-latihan. Sebagai bahan latihan, akan saya paparkan tips & triks menggunakan coreldraw. Mudah-mudahan bermanfaat bagi kita semua…
1. Membuka Corel Draw
Klik Start All Programs à pilih CorelDRAW Graphics Suite 12 Klik CorelDraw 12.
Cara lain: Klik shortcut di desktop yang bertuliskan CorelDraw 12.
2. Tampilan Corel Draw
o Menu utama (1) terdiri dari menu-menu untuk mengoperasikan CorelDraw 12.
o Standar (2) perintah-perintah pada menu utama
o Property bar (3) berisi tombol-tombol perintah tambahan.
o Tool box (4) berisi alat untuk mendesain gambar.
o Ruler (5) sebagai garis pengukur objek
o Color Pallete (6) berisi perintah untuk memilih warna objek.
o Pages (7) sebagai petunjuk halaman yang aktif.
o Lembar kerja (8) halaman tampilan untuk tempat mendesain objek.
3. Menyimpan Desain File
Klik menu File à Save à tulis pada filename nama filenya à tekan Save.
4. Menutup File
Klik menu File klik Close
5. Menutup Program CorelDraw 12
Klik menu File klik Exit.
6. Mengatur Ukuran/ Jenis Kertas
Klik menu File New klik kotak Paper Type/Size pada property bar pilih jenis kertas yang anda inginkan. Misalkan letter, legal, tabloid dsb.
7. Mengatur unit satuan
Klik Drawing Unit pada property bar untuk memilih unit satuan yang anda inginkan. Misalkan: inches, millimeters, dsb.
8. Menampilkan dan mengatur Grid
Klik menu View Grid garis grid akan ditampilkan.
Jika anda ingin mengubah garis grid menjadi titik-titik, klik menu View Grid and Ruler Setup muncul kotak dialog, pilih Show grid as dots untuk mengubah garis menjadi titik-titik.
9. Menambah halaman dalam satu file
Klik Pages (halaman yang aktif) misalkan Page 1 Klik kanan, pilih Insert Page After.
10. Menghapus halaman dalam satu file
Klik Pages (halaman yang aktif) misalkan Page 2 Klik kanan, pilih Delete Page Before.
11. Mengubah nama halaman dalam satu file
Klik Pages (halaman yang aktif) misalkan Page 1 Klik kanan, pilih Rename.
12. Membuat objek segi empat
Klik Rectangle Tool pada Tool Box atau tekan F6 pointer akan berubah menjadi tanda (+) drag dan drop mouse pada lembar kerja akan terbentuk persegi panjang.
Jika anda ingin membuat persegi/ bujur sangkar, Langkah sama seperti membuat persegi panjang. Hanya saja pada saat drag tombol kiri mouse sambil tekan Ctrl pada keyboard.
Jika ingin sudut dari segi empat di atas berbentuk melengkung (tidak siku) maka caranya adalah: tekan Pick Tool pada Tool Box pilih objek segi empat tersebut Klik Shape Tool (atau tekan F10) Arahkan pointer pada sudut segi empat lalu drag (geser sedikit) dengan menekan tombol kiri mouse.
13. Membuat objek lingkaran
Klik Ellipse Tool pada Tool Box atau tekan F7 pointer akan berubah menjadi tanda (+) drag dan drop mouse pada lembar kerja akan terbentuk lingkaran.
Jika anda ingin mengubah lingkaran menjadi variasi yang berbeda, Langkahnya drag lingkaran tersebut klik Shape Tools pada Tool Box. Jika ingin bentuk pie, drag-lah lingkaran dari dalam. Jika ingin bentuk arc, drag-lah lingkaran dari luar.
14. Membuat objek polygon
Klik Polygon Tool atau tekan Y arahkan pointer yang berbentuk (+) ke lembar kerja à tekan tombol kiri mouse geser secara diagonal sambil tekan tombol Ctrl pada keyboard terbentuklah polygon segi lima.
Untuk menambah atau mengurangi segi tersebut, gunakan fasilitas Number of Point on Polygon klik segi yang dikehendaki (missal 3) akan terbentuk segitiga.
Untuk mengubah polygon menjadi bentuk bintang, lakukan langkah berikut. Drag segi lima tekan shape Tool arahkan pointer ke objek tersebut di antara dua segi yang berpotongan tarik kedalam terbentuk segi lima menjadi bintang.
15. Membuat objek spiral
Klik ke Polygon Tool pilih Spiral Tool atau tekan A pada lembar kerja klik dan geser tombol kiri mouse sambil tekan tombol Ctrl pada keyboard terbentuklah spiral
16. Membuat objek table
Klik polygon Tool klik Grap Paper Tool atau tekan D tekan dan geser tombol kiri mouse pada kanvas terbentuklah table
17. Menggunakan Freehand Tool
Klik Freehand Tool pada Toolbox à pada kanvas klik tombol kiri mouse drag kearah yang diinginkan jika sudah sesuai keinginan, tekan tombol Esc pada keyboard untuk mengakhiri.
Apabila ingin melengkungkan garis, klik Shape Tool tempatkan pointer pada garis yang ingin dilengkungkan à klik kanan mouse klik pilihan To Curve.
18. Menggunakan Bezier Tool
Klik Bazier Tool pada Toolbox pada kanvas klik satu kali pointer bertanda (+) pindah ke posisi lain klik lagi di posisi tersebut lanjutkan hingga sesuai dengan objek yang diinginkan.
Bila ingin melengkungkan garis dari objek di atas, klik Shape Tool tempatkan pointer pada garis yang ingin dilengkungkan klik kanan mouse klik pilihan To Curve
19. Menggunakan Dimension Tool
Buatlah sebuah objek, misalkan persegi panjang berukuran 8×8,5 cm didalamnya buatlah lingkarang berdiameter 8,5 cm pada Toolbox, klik Dimension Tool pada Property Bar pilih Horisontal Tool (untuk menjelaskan garis mendatar) dan pilih Vertical Tool (untuk menjelaskan garis vertical) pada Dimension Style pilih decimal dengan satuan 0 pada Dimension Precission pada Dimension Unit pilih cm à aktifkan Show units for Dimension klik tombol Text Position Drop Down klik pilihan, teks dimensi di bagian tengah garis Posisikan pointer pada garis yang akan diberi dimensi / keterangan.
20. Menggunakan 3 Point Curve Tool
Klik 3 Point Curve Tool pada Toolbox à pada kanvas, klik point 1 drag dan lepaskan pada point 2 àklik di point 3 à terakhir satukan point 2 dengan point 1 dengan pointer.
21. Menggunakan Smart Drawing Tool
Klik Smart Drawing Tool pada Toolbox pada Property Bar pada Shape Recognition Level, pilih Medium dan pada Smart Smooting Level, pilih Highest. pada kanvas, klik point 1, point 2, point 3 dan point 4 Secara otomatis akan terbentuk objek yang simetris.
toodles! ,
risha
Supaya dapat membuahkan hasil yang menarik, diperlukan latihan-latihan. Sebagai bahan latihan, akan saya paparkan tips & triks menggunakan coreldraw. Mudah-mudahan bermanfaat bagi kita semua…
1. Membuka Corel Draw
Klik Start All Programs à pilih CorelDRAW Graphics Suite 12 Klik CorelDraw 12.
Cara lain: Klik shortcut di desktop yang bertuliskan CorelDraw 12.
2. Tampilan Corel Draw
o Menu utama (1) terdiri dari menu-menu untuk mengoperasikan CorelDraw 12.
o Standar (2) perintah-perintah pada menu utama
o Property bar (3) berisi tombol-tombol perintah tambahan.
o Tool box (4) berisi alat untuk mendesain gambar.
o Ruler (5) sebagai garis pengukur objek
o Color Pallete (6) berisi perintah untuk memilih warna objek.
o Pages (7) sebagai petunjuk halaman yang aktif.
o Lembar kerja (8) halaman tampilan untuk tempat mendesain objek.
3. Menyimpan Desain File
Klik menu File à Save à tulis pada filename nama filenya à tekan Save.
4. Menutup File
Klik menu File klik Close
5. Menutup Program CorelDraw 12
Klik menu File klik Exit.
6. Mengatur Ukuran/ Jenis Kertas
Klik menu File New klik kotak Paper Type/Size pada property bar pilih jenis kertas yang anda inginkan. Misalkan letter, legal, tabloid dsb.
7. Mengatur unit satuan
Klik Drawing Unit pada property bar untuk memilih unit satuan yang anda inginkan. Misalkan: inches, millimeters, dsb.
8. Menampilkan dan mengatur Grid
Klik menu View Grid garis grid akan ditampilkan.
Jika anda ingin mengubah garis grid menjadi titik-titik, klik menu View Grid and Ruler Setup muncul kotak dialog, pilih Show grid as dots untuk mengubah garis menjadi titik-titik.
9. Menambah halaman dalam satu file
Klik Pages (halaman yang aktif) misalkan Page 1 Klik kanan, pilih Insert Page After.
10. Menghapus halaman dalam satu file
Klik Pages (halaman yang aktif) misalkan Page 2 Klik kanan, pilih Delete Page Before.
11. Mengubah nama halaman dalam satu file
Klik Pages (halaman yang aktif) misalkan Page 1 Klik kanan, pilih Rename.
12. Membuat objek segi empat
Klik Rectangle Tool pada Tool Box atau tekan F6 pointer akan berubah menjadi tanda (+) drag dan drop mouse pada lembar kerja akan terbentuk persegi panjang.
Jika anda ingin membuat persegi/ bujur sangkar, Langkah sama seperti membuat persegi panjang. Hanya saja pada saat drag tombol kiri mouse sambil tekan Ctrl pada keyboard.
Jika ingin sudut dari segi empat di atas berbentuk melengkung (tidak siku) maka caranya adalah: tekan Pick Tool pada Tool Box pilih objek segi empat tersebut Klik Shape Tool (atau tekan F10) Arahkan pointer pada sudut segi empat lalu drag (geser sedikit) dengan menekan tombol kiri mouse.
13. Membuat objek lingkaran
Klik Ellipse Tool pada Tool Box atau tekan F7 pointer akan berubah menjadi tanda (+) drag dan drop mouse pada lembar kerja akan terbentuk lingkaran.
Jika anda ingin mengubah lingkaran menjadi variasi yang berbeda, Langkahnya drag lingkaran tersebut klik Shape Tools pada Tool Box. Jika ingin bentuk pie, drag-lah lingkaran dari dalam. Jika ingin bentuk arc, drag-lah lingkaran dari luar.
14. Membuat objek polygon
Klik Polygon Tool atau tekan Y arahkan pointer yang berbentuk (+) ke lembar kerja à tekan tombol kiri mouse geser secara diagonal sambil tekan tombol Ctrl pada keyboard terbentuklah polygon segi lima.
Untuk menambah atau mengurangi segi tersebut, gunakan fasilitas Number of Point on Polygon klik segi yang dikehendaki (missal 3) akan terbentuk segitiga.
Untuk mengubah polygon menjadi bentuk bintang, lakukan langkah berikut. Drag segi lima tekan shape Tool arahkan pointer ke objek tersebut di antara dua segi yang berpotongan tarik kedalam terbentuk segi lima menjadi bintang.
15. Membuat objek spiral
Klik ke Polygon Tool pilih Spiral Tool atau tekan A pada lembar kerja klik dan geser tombol kiri mouse sambil tekan tombol Ctrl pada keyboard terbentuklah spiral
16. Membuat objek table
Klik polygon Tool klik Grap Paper Tool atau tekan D tekan dan geser tombol kiri mouse pada kanvas terbentuklah table
17. Menggunakan Freehand Tool
Klik Freehand Tool pada Toolbox à pada kanvas klik tombol kiri mouse drag kearah yang diinginkan jika sudah sesuai keinginan, tekan tombol Esc pada keyboard untuk mengakhiri.
Apabila ingin melengkungkan garis, klik Shape Tool tempatkan pointer pada garis yang ingin dilengkungkan à klik kanan mouse klik pilihan To Curve.
18. Menggunakan Bezier Tool
Klik Bazier Tool pada Toolbox pada kanvas klik satu kali pointer bertanda (+) pindah ke posisi lain klik lagi di posisi tersebut lanjutkan hingga sesuai dengan objek yang diinginkan.
Bila ingin melengkungkan garis dari objek di atas, klik Shape Tool tempatkan pointer pada garis yang ingin dilengkungkan klik kanan mouse klik pilihan To Curve
19. Menggunakan Dimension Tool
Buatlah sebuah objek, misalkan persegi panjang berukuran 8×8,5 cm didalamnya buatlah lingkarang berdiameter 8,5 cm pada Toolbox, klik Dimension Tool pada Property Bar pilih Horisontal Tool (untuk menjelaskan garis mendatar) dan pilih Vertical Tool (untuk menjelaskan garis vertical) pada Dimension Style pilih decimal dengan satuan 0 pada Dimension Precission pada Dimension Unit pilih cm à aktifkan Show units for Dimension klik tombol Text Position Drop Down klik pilihan, teks dimensi di bagian tengah garis Posisikan pointer pada garis yang akan diberi dimensi / keterangan.
20. Menggunakan 3 Point Curve Tool
Klik 3 Point Curve Tool pada Toolbox à pada kanvas, klik point 1 drag dan lepaskan pada point 2 àklik di point 3 à terakhir satukan point 2 dengan point 1 dengan pointer.
21. Menggunakan Smart Drawing Tool
Klik Smart Drawing Tool pada Toolbox pada Property Bar pada Shape Recognition Level, pilih Medium dan pada Smart Smooting Level, pilih Highest. pada kanvas, klik point 1, point 2, point 3 dan point 4 Secara otomatis akan terbentuk objek yang simetris.
toodles! ,
risha
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