sorry hannah!

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: Hannah, 17, female, UK and you are?
You: Jake, 18, male, usa
Stranger: nice to meet you Jake
Stranger: which part of the US are you from?
You: nice to meet you too Hannah
You: los angeles
You: you?
Stranger: wow well you are the first person to on here who's been from LA
You: haha really? awesome then
Stranger: I'm originally from Edinburgh but live in London
You: oh i see then
You: what time is it there?
Stranger: 19;25
You: pm?
Stranger: yup
You: wow
Stranger: how about where you are
Stranger: noon?
You: its 12:36 here
Stranger: lucky you - you've still got the whole day ahead of you
Stranger: :)
You: haha yea, but its boring tho
You: i wish its night
Stranger: how come
You: i dunno, i just like a silent night
Stranger: don't you just love that time of day when you are just about to go to sleep and you are lying in bed just thinking about random stuff?
Stranger: its the best time of the day
You: hahah yep
You: but this days reminds me of someone
Stranger: ah who>
Stranger: ?
You: my ex :(
You: sorry
Stranger: aw dear
Stranger: sorry to hear
You: thats okay
You: and thats one of the reasons i dont like days
You: just a silent night, where there's a peaceful place in my whole life trying to forget about her
Stranger: yeah well that's the best thing to do - talking from experience I like walking outside in the dark especially on cool evenings when you feel totally alone and there's enough room to just think
Stranger: and forget
You: yea thats true
You: but i cant get her out of my mind
Stranger: how recently ago did you break up?
You: i mean, ive never been like this. i used to be a player but when im with her, felt like i was bend on my knee
You: 5 months
Stranger: wow she seemed to have a big impact on you
You: yea she is
Stranger: what went wrong? (if you don't mind me asking)
You: there's a bitch who told her that i made her pregnant, and my gf believed her
You: because she knew that i was a player
You: but she didnt knew that i was change because of her
Stranger: did you tell her that?
You: yea, i tried to call her but she didnt wanna talk to me anymore
Stranger: ah well i guess there's nothing much you can do
Stranger: just try and do something to occupy your mind
Stranger: do you play sports or like music/?
You: yea i guess
You: yep, i like sports and music
Stranger: well just immerge yourself in those for a while until it gets less and less difficult to think about her
You: yea i guess, hey how about i fly to her house?
Stranger: what do you mean 'fly to her house'
You: she's uhm... we live in a different country
Stranger: oh wow
Stranger: where does she live??
You: indonesia
You: well shes indonesian, but she lived here once
Stranger: well i can see how its difficult for you then
Stranger: maybe you should speak to a counsellor or something
You: yea maybe i should
Stranger: i dunno i'm no good with this kind of stuff
You: or should i find a new one?
Stranger: well i though you wanted to eradiacte your player image
Stranger: but you did say it's been 5 monthsd
You: yea
You: well i dated 5 girls after we broke up
You: but its not working
Stranger: maybe you should just have a break from girls for a while
Stranger: until you are ready to fully devote yourself to another meaningful relationship
Stranger: b/c it's not fair on the girl if you are constantly thinking about your ex
You: yea youre totally right
You: so i might be single for a very long time
Stranger: well you never know
You: yea
Stranger: the first few months are the worst
Stranger: i'm sure after a few more
Stranger: maybe a summer romance is on the cards?
You: great idea!
You: okay maybe ill send her a postcard
You: or, should i buy a ticket to indonesia?
Stranger: before you do anything rash
Stranger: and if you really want to contact her
Stranger: send her a handwritten letter explaining everything
Stranger: its the best method of expressing yourslef
You: hmmm okay then
You: thanks for everything
Stranger: and then if you dont hear anything just drop it
Stranger: cos thats all you can do
You: yea i should, oh god
You: wish me luck
Stranger: good luck!
Stranger: i'll be thinking about you
You: thanks :)
Stranger: hope everything goes well
You: thank you very much
Stranger: no probs
Stranger: bye xx
You: byee



sorry hannah! masa kata dito gue feelnya ngena banget kayak bule asli! wkwkwk katanya dia juga bakal ketipu kali hmm hmm jago kan?



toodles! ,
risha