its getting complicated right now. he left me for the second times because i fell in love with someone else. i just like that guy, but still...i have a very strong feelings for him
i regret yesterday when you were chasing me but then i refused...i keep telling him to stay away, even though i still love him. but everything has changed since he fell in love with another person...
he stopped texting me, i knew it before he told me that he had move on. it breaks my heart, i swear. and now he is the one who push me away from his life. well, i've never wanted him to stay away from me even though i have a crush on someone, because i knew he loves me thats why i wont hurt him and he told me that he'll loves me forever.
im still curious about that girl, now he's gone without regret. it's not him leaving me that could drive me insane, but its him....loving someone else more than he loved me. i just cant get over him. ive been trying so hard to stop thinking about him for several months but i keep falling for the same patterns.
le, if you are reading this....
i just want you to know that how many times i tried to kill me feelings, i always end up crying because the voices in my head keeps telling me that i still love you. its okay if youre moving on, but please...never forget with our promises. because i know sooner or later you will never come back, but please...never forget me. our beautiful memories. i love you more than i love myself.
p.s. i will always love you
toodles! ,
risha
Kamis, 27 Oktober 2011
Rabu, 12 Oktober 2011
wish you were here :'''
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it
And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss
All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
(let go let go let go let go)
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here
Toodles! ,
Risha
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it
And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss
All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
(let go let go let go let go)
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here
Toodles! ,
Risha
Sabtu, 08 Oktober 2011
9 Oktober 2011 ♥
Hey!
Alhamdulillah hari ini tanggalnya bagus:) gue harusnya hari ini setahunan sama faiz....yaudahlah ya
Gue mau sedikit cerita....
Waktu mau soulnation kan gue nungguin temen gue di ps biar bisa barengan kan. Itu tanggal 24 sept kalo ga salah. Terus ada gio, temennya faiz. Gue ngobrol2 kan nah dia narik2in gue ke pohon. Feeling udh gaenak nih, asli gue nolak tapi dia maksa "sha, ayolah dia beli tiket soulnation+lmfao demi ketemu sama lo!" Yaudah deh gue nurut
Pas di pohon udeh tuh ada faiz dan brocode, gue duduk jauh banget kan dari faiz. Kita diem2an udeh abis gue dicengin kan. Terus faiz tiba2 duduk sebelah gue, dia bilang minta maaf lah apalah segala macem bilang dia nyesel ninggalin gue. Gue juga kasian sih abis temennya ngadu terus ke gue kalo faiz di kelas keinget gueeee terus, nangisin gue terus. Dia kalo lagi ngablu juga nangisin/nginget gue. Gue sih yakin dia masih sayang sama gue. Gue kan awal2 jawabnya nyolot kan yaudah kita kaya temen biasa kaya baru kenal lah
Terus pas otw soulnation kan jalan kaki rame2 yaudah kan. Kita ngobrol di belakang berdua kan ada jarak. Kita cerita gimana gue sama dia pas kita udh sama sekali ga berhubungan. Gimana sama cewenya lalalala segala macem. Gue liat chatnya tuh hmm apa ya? Norak deh cewenya ngambekin hal sepele.
Yaudah intinya dia soulnation sama gue dan bro. Terus pas mike posner itu seru abis rame2 si gio diminta tolong pevita pearce buat gendong tapi gamau. Goblok ye? Yaudah kan gue sama faiz masih sama2 sayang yaudah kemana2 berduaan kaya org pacaran. Lmfao juga bareng kok. Padahal ada cewenya di soulnation tapi dia barengan gue.
Seninnya, gue denger kabar kalo faiz putus sama si yuli. Gue kira gara2 gue gataunya emang kemauan bareng. Temen2nya semua tau kalo faiz masih sayang sama gue. Dia juga gabisa ngelupain gue:') tapi maaf banget telat.....gue udh suka sama org lain
Sampai saat ini gue sama faiz masih berhubungan baik. Gue sama dia kaya org pacaran sih cuma gada status. Gue sering kok curhatin si org itu ke faiz, faiz mengerti lah dia dengerin, dia ngapus air mata gue, dia ngerangkul gue megang tangan gue bilang "jangan sedih lagi ya le:)"
Pada hari ini, tanggal 9 oktober 2011 adalah hari setahunan risha sama faiz....gue mau ngucapin :
Selamat setahunan ya le! Maafin aku ya kemaren2 aku sering bikin kamu kecewa, marah, kesel, sedih aku gabisa bikin kamu seneng sampe kamu harus ninggalin aku buat sama yang lain. Aku gabisa 100% nyalahin kamu karena ini kesalahan kita berdua. Kamu inget kan janji kita dulu tuh gimana? Aku juga gabisa lupain semuanya le walaupun aku sama yg lain. Cuma kita bisa jadi temen aja sementara kalo misalnya salah satu dari kita ada yang jadian. Aku sayang sama kamu. Aku seneng kok kita bisa kaya gini lagi tapi aku sedih aja kamu dateng di waktu yang salah. Dimana aku udh suka sama org lain dan kamu baru ngungkapin itu. Aku sedih kamu jadi berubah gara2 putus aku juga berubah. Semoga kedepannya kita masih deket ya walaupun hal2 gaenak terjadi. Semoga kita masih bisa baik2 aja ya le di tahun berikutnya. Aku tau kok rasanya kehilangan, tapi aku mengerti kamu dulu jadian sama org lain biar bisa seneng nyatanya engga. Aku gamau kehilangan kamu lagi le. 1 tahun itu waktu yang ga singkat loh:) cie sekarang kamu botak lagi hehehehehe. Intinya, selamat setahunan ya sayang. Semoga kita makin saling mengerti, masalah bisa diselesaiin secara dewasa, jangan sombong2 sama aku ya ndut. Love you.
Toodles! ,
Risha
Alhamdulillah hari ini tanggalnya bagus:) gue harusnya hari ini setahunan sama faiz....yaudahlah ya
Gue mau sedikit cerita....
Waktu mau soulnation kan gue nungguin temen gue di ps biar bisa barengan kan. Itu tanggal 24 sept kalo ga salah. Terus ada gio, temennya faiz. Gue ngobrol2 kan nah dia narik2in gue ke pohon. Feeling udh gaenak nih, asli gue nolak tapi dia maksa "sha, ayolah dia beli tiket soulnation+lmfao demi ketemu sama lo!" Yaudah deh gue nurut
Pas di pohon udeh tuh ada faiz dan brocode, gue duduk jauh banget kan dari faiz. Kita diem2an udeh abis gue dicengin kan. Terus faiz tiba2 duduk sebelah gue, dia bilang minta maaf lah apalah segala macem bilang dia nyesel ninggalin gue. Gue juga kasian sih abis temennya ngadu terus ke gue kalo faiz di kelas keinget gueeee terus, nangisin gue terus. Dia kalo lagi ngablu juga nangisin/nginget gue. Gue sih yakin dia masih sayang sama gue. Gue kan awal2 jawabnya nyolot kan yaudah kita kaya temen biasa kaya baru kenal lah
Terus pas otw soulnation kan jalan kaki rame2 yaudah kan. Kita ngobrol di belakang berdua kan ada jarak. Kita cerita gimana gue sama dia pas kita udh sama sekali ga berhubungan. Gimana sama cewenya lalalala segala macem. Gue liat chatnya tuh hmm apa ya? Norak deh cewenya ngambekin hal sepele.
Yaudah intinya dia soulnation sama gue dan bro. Terus pas mike posner itu seru abis rame2 si gio diminta tolong pevita pearce buat gendong tapi gamau. Goblok ye? Yaudah kan gue sama faiz masih sama2 sayang yaudah kemana2 berduaan kaya org pacaran. Lmfao juga bareng kok. Padahal ada cewenya di soulnation tapi dia barengan gue.
Seninnya, gue denger kabar kalo faiz putus sama si yuli. Gue kira gara2 gue gataunya emang kemauan bareng. Temen2nya semua tau kalo faiz masih sayang sama gue. Dia juga gabisa ngelupain gue:') tapi maaf banget telat.....gue udh suka sama org lain
Sampai saat ini gue sama faiz masih berhubungan baik. Gue sama dia kaya org pacaran sih cuma gada status. Gue sering kok curhatin si org itu ke faiz, faiz mengerti lah dia dengerin, dia ngapus air mata gue, dia ngerangkul gue megang tangan gue bilang "jangan sedih lagi ya le:)"
Pada hari ini, tanggal 9 oktober 2011 adalah hari setahunan risha sama faiz....gue mau ngucapin :
Selamat setahunan ya le! Maafin aku ya kemaren2 aku sering bikin kamu kecewa, marah, kesel, sedih aku gabisa bikin kamu seneng sampe kamu harus ninggalin aku buat sama yang lain. Aku gabisa 100% nyalahin kamu karena ini kesalahan kita berdua. Kamu inget kan janji kita dulu tuh gimana? Aku juga gabisa lupain semuanya le walaupun aku sama yg lain. Cuma kita bisa jadi temen aja sementara kalo misalnya salah satu dari kita ada yang jadian. Aku sayang sama kamu. Aku seneng kok kita bisa kaya gini lagi tapi aku sedih aja kamu dateng di waktu yang salah. Dimana aku udh suka sama org lain dan kamu baru ngungkapin itu. Aku sedih kamu jadi berubah gara2 putus aku juga berubah. Semoga kedepannya kita masih deket ya walaupun hal2 gaenak terjadi. Semoga kita masih bisa baik2 aja ya le di tahun berikutnya. Aku tau kok rasanya kehilangan, tapi aku mengerti kamu dulu jadian sama org lain biar bisa seneng nyatanya engga. Aku gamau kehilangan kamu lagi le. 1 tahun itu waktu yang ga singkat loh:) cie sekarang kamu botak lagi hehehehehe. Intinya, selamat setahunan ya sayang. Semoga kita makin saling mengerti, masalah bisa diselesaiin secara dewasa, jangan sombong2 sama aku ya ndut. Love you.
Toodles! ,
Risha
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