(´._.`)\('́⌣'̀ )

Punya pacar berasa gapunya, ditelfon aja udah gapernah, di mention/di wall aja udah gapernah. Diperhatiin aja jarang, datar banget lah lama2 makin sama aja kayak mantan gue : classic dan membosankan. Sabar ajadeh gue, berdoa suatu saat nanti Allah mendengar doa gue yang selalu gue pengenin dari dulu bgt.


:'(


Toodles! ,
Risha

7 months and stuff

sup erryone?

hell yeah, happy anniversary to my beloved MUHAMMAD FAIZ ABDURRAHMAN! well, it used to be yesterday but i forgot to post it :p

i just wanna say hey to my blog! its been a long long time i havent post any of my stories to share since i had my tumblr *pshh dont tell my blog! it might get jealous :p* LOL. well just check out my tumblr ----> http://24daysofsummer.tumblr.com ITS LEGGO!

aaaaaanddd i dont know what im goin to share here...anyway, im off from school for 2 days! yeayyyyy! so excited even tho just for 2 days, can you guys imagine that? free from school stuffs that made me wanna puke on my chemical and physic text book, yuck!

by the way...wish me luck for everything especially passing grade and go to science class! talk to you later bloggers!




toodles! ,
risha

this song is dedicated to my boyfie, muhammad faiz abdurrahman☺♥

shawty's love is like a pyramid
we stand together till the very end
there'll never be another love for sure
iyaz and charice here we go

stones heavy like the love you've shown
solid as the ground we've known
and i just wanna carry on
we took it from the bottom up
and even in a desert storm
sturdy as a rock we hold
wishing every moment froze
now i just wanna let you know
earthquakes can't shake us
cyclones can't break us
hurricanes can't take away our love

pyramid, we've built this on a solid rock
it feels just like it's heaven's touch
together at the top (at the top baby) like a pyramid
and even when the wind is blowin
we'll never fall just keep on goin
forever we will stay like a pyramid
like a pyramid, like a pyramid hey
like a pyramid, like a pyramid hey
like a pyramid, like a pyramid hey

cold never ever when you're close
we will never let it fall
a story that was never told
something like a mystery
and every step we've took we grown
look how fast the time has flown
a journey to the place unknown
we're going down in history
earthquakes can't shake us
cyclones can't break us
hurricanes can't take away our love

pyramid, we've built this on a solid rock
it feels just like it's heaven's touch
together at the top (at the top baby) like a pyramid
and even when the wind is blowin
we'll never fall just keep it goin
forever we will stay like a pyramid

like a pyramid girl i'ma show you
that i love you so much that we're gonna get through
even when it storms i will never go
i'ma be the one to keep you safe
before was a love i care more than enough
holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough
mother nature, or disaster won't stop our happy ever after

pyramid... keep it going...
like a pyramid, like a pyramid hey

pyramid, we've built this on a solid rock
it feels just like it's heaven's touch
together at the top (at the top baby) like a pyramid
and even when the wind is blowin
we'll never fall just keep on goin
forever we will stay like a pyramid

pyramid..
pyramid, we've built this on a solid rock
it feels just like it's heaven's touch
together at the top (at the top baby) like a pyramid
and even when the wind is blowin
we'll never fall just keep it goin
forever we will stay like a pyramid
like a pyramid, like a pyramid hey
like a pyramid, like a pyramid hey
like a pyramid, like a pyramid hey

► Pyramid - Cherice ft. Iyaz



toodles! ,
risha

I'm so scared if one day you'll find someone better than me
Why am I so afraid of losing YOU?

Am I pretty enough to be your girl?
Am I tall enough?
Does my waist look perfect to put your arms on it?
Does my legs are long and toned enough to wear a heels?
Does my hair look outstanding?
Does my eyes hypnotize you?
Does my lips are soft enough to give you a kiss?

But the most important is...
Will you still love me if my hair turns grey?
Will you still love me if I gain a lil weight?
Will you still love me if I always make you feel miserable?
Will you still love me if I've made a big mistake?
Will you still love when I'm gone like....forever?

And will you try love me again....
If one day you wake up and found out that you don't have a strength to love me anymore?


Toodles! ,
Risha

1234

1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you



i love you...muhammad faiz abdurrahman♡



toodles! ,
risha

dear faiz

Leeee 30 menit lagi tanggal 9 heheh 3 bulanan nih kita:*

Seneng deh gue akhirnya bisa juga awet sama cowok!!!! Ih seneng bangeeeeet maaf norak tapi serius, faiz itu cowok terlama gue.

Tiada hari tanpa kepikiran faiz, faiz, dan faiz. Gue ga masalah kalo waktu gue kesita buat dia, soalnya menurut gue ya dia tuh worth it aja buat gue habisin waktu :) gue sayang banget sama dia ya Allah semoga longlast amin aminnnnn :')

Tapi tunggu dulu.... Ada syarat2nya nih...
Le, jangan sering sering berantem ya :) aku sayang banget sama kamuuuu hehe inget ga janji kamu "aku bakal tetep jagain kamu" terus inget kan le kalo lagi brantem kita harus selesain masalah baik2? Gamake emosi lagi? Ehehe maaf ya leee kita brantem mulu, maaf ya aku pernah boongin kamu yang tentang 2 minggu lalala itu tapi please dong le jangan cemburuan :'( iyasih jujur aja sebenernya................GUE JUGA CEMBURU SAMA LO!!! Haha guenya aja kayak babi sok stay cool padahal hati miris

Yaudah intinya, aku sayang sama kamu, semoga kita longlast, dan jangan sering sering branteeeeeeem dan aku gamau buat kamu kecewa lagi, oke????

Selamat 3 bulanan, muhammad faiz abdurrahman <3



toodles! ,
Risha

i love you le :')

jadi..gue kemaren 2 bulanan sama pacar gue. namanya muhammad faiz abdurrahman. dan hari ini gue mau menceritakan kejadian yang menurut gue so sweeeeet banget

jadi gini, gue kan kemaren 2 bulanan sama dia, gue hari ini kerumahnya dia kan tapi ga ngapa2in kok gada yang berbau tindakan seksual kok sumpah!!!!!!! terus kan udah tuh pas abis maghrib temen2nya dia pada dateng kan mau nginep dirumah faiz. kan gue udah lumayan kenal tuh sama temen2nya yaudah gue santai aja. yang dateng baru firman kan terus ngobrol2 lah gue bertiga di ruang tamu sambil liatin firman main gitar. terus kan tiba2 firman lagi ngomong2in masa lalu faiz, salah juga sih gue ngecengin terus udah tuh jadi brantem gara2 gue juga ngebahas kalo dia suka ngungkit2 masa lalu gue...ya you know who lah gaperlu dikasih tau namanya

terus udah tuh gue marah kan, gue ngambek pengen pulang. terus gue ke kamarnya aja mau nelfon taksi soalnya tas gue di atas. terus pas gue mau nelfon si faiz masuk ke kamar. nanya@ gue kenapa. gue bilang aja gapapa terus dia kayak nge-begging gue gitu buat jujur yaudah gue bilang lah gue gasuka aja kalo dia masih ngebahas si itu. lagian gue takut aja dia masih ga yakin sama gue gara2 si itu. kan ga mungkin banget gue masih sayang sama dia! maksud gue si itu ya bukan faiz.

terus kan gue nangis gitu lah karena kecewa. yaudah kan kita omongin baik2 terus baikan kan. gue nyuruh dia temenin aja temennya yang lagi dibawah gue gaenak lah terus dia pertama gamau eh akhirnya mau. udah kan gue sendirian di kamarnya. pas gue cek dia cuma nutup buka pintu doang biar dia kira gue pergi eh gataunya belom -_- yaudah akhirnya dia kebawah beneran.

terus ga brapa lama dia keatas lagi mau tau gue lagi ngapain. gue kan lagi nulis2 tuh di kertasnya dia. nulis sesuatu gitu kan. terus dia kayak nerawang kertas gue ehhhh ketauan gue lagi nulis puisi laknat itu....dia langsung bete kan langsung ke bawah lagi. begonya gue lanjutin nulis

terus tiba2 dia naik lagi ke atas, mukanya udah bete gitu kan terus dia tiduran. yaudah gue mau pulang beneran aja kan udah rada males dikit gitu. terus hp gue dia ambil gatau buat ngapain terus tas gue juga dia ambil. terus kan udah marah2 gitu kan mana temen2nya ngetok2 pintu kamarnya ga jelas nah faiznya makin marah terus gue teriak aja "gue mau pulang! balikin bb sama tas gue!' terus ga dia kasih, yaudah gue pergi aja sama mbaknya nyari taksi sampe ke depan2 gitu kan. terus pas dapet gue balik ke rumahnya lagi mau balikin mbaknya sama mau minta bb gue sama tas gue buat pulang. terus gataunya dia ngejar gue naik motor kan yaudah gue minta tas sama bb gue balik. awalnya dia ga ngasih soalnya dia maunya gue dianterin dia pulang aja cuma gue gamau. terus yaudah berantem lagi kan marah2nya tuh udah parah banget deh tadi gue sama dia sama sama emosi gitu. terus dia teriak "KALO LO MASIH SAYANG SAMA DIA, NGOMONG!" "GUE UDAH LUPAIN DIA!!!!" terus yaudah gue nangis lagi sambil jalan ke taksi.

pas baru2 keluar daerah tomang dia bbm gue "please ketemuan di 711 salemba" yaudah gue okein kan. pas gue masih di jalan kejebak macet dia bbm gue 'aku udah sampe, kamu dimana?" gue cuma bales seadanya kan tanpa "aku-kamu gue-lo" gitu. gila banget itu orang! yang naik taksi duluan kan gue, kenapa dia bisa nyampe 5 menit lebih dulu daripada gue??? nah pas udah sampe 711 gue bbm dia dimana gataunya dia di depan alfa mart, naik motor sendirian ujan2an gituuuuu, yaudah dia minta maaf segala macem lah terus kan gue maafin tuh yaudah dia pamit pulang kan sama gue yaudah gue balik ke taksi gue. pas gue udah deket rumah eh dia bbm "aku di depan rumah kamu" anjirrr dia udah nyampe duluan lagi padahal pas gue naik taksi dia masihbelom jalan.

kan gue samperin "kamu ngapain disini? kan tadi udah ngomong" "gapapa, aku kangen aja sama kamu. aku juga mau mastiin aja kamu udah sampe rumah apa belom. aku takut aja kamu kenapa2. yaudah ya aku pulang dulu" gue cuma bisa ngangguk2 aja sambil ngomong2 gajelas abis gue speechless. terus yaudah deh gue sampe rumah eh dia belom sampe, gue udah khawatir gitu terus gue bbm firman kan mastiin dia udah sampe rumah gataunya belom :/

udah sih cerita gue gitu doang. hmm cuma gue masih mikir, dia so sweet abis. nyuruh gue pulang sambil ngebentak, tapi dikejar juga. ngediemin gue, cuma diajak ngomong duluan juga. yang salah emang gue, tapi yang minta maaf dia. ya ampuuuuun gue baru sadaaaaar banget setelah temen gue ngambil kesimpulan "ah shaaaa so sweet banget, dia sayang banget shaaaa sama lo" tapi emang sih bener. so sweet abis :')

baru kali ini ya ada cowok bener2 ngebela2in ujan2an naik motor ngebut cuma buat ngomong minta maaf doang! duh sumpah baik banget terus ya gitu deh susa diungkapkan kata2 soalnya tadi tuh berantemnya gaenak banget mana ada temen2nya gue makin gaenak laaaah.

yaudah deh gue cuma pengen bilang.....
le, maafin aku ya udah ngecewain kamu. maafin aku ya udah boongin kamu yang tentang 2 minggu itu. maaf ya aku suka marah2, bawel, terus ngambek gajelas. maafin aku ya gapernah ngepostin semua hal tentang kamu kayak aku sama dia dulu.

intinya...



aku sayang banget sama kamu. aku gamau kehilangan kamu.


sampe temen2 kamu dan sodara kamu aja bilang kalo kamu berubah. kamu udah tobat wkwkw ciee jadi sayang banget sama aku :')

longlast ya ndul, i love you!






toodles! ,
risha